So far away

Goodbyeeeeeee:D

2007-09-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yes, goodbye :D
I'm not gna blog anymore.
And, I'm gna leave this here just like this.
When one day, you see that this blog no longer exist.
It'd mean that I've forgotten every single thing about it.
Yeh, thanks for all my readers for reading my blog.
Although it's boring shit and stuffs.
Every single word of this shit means alot to me though :D
Ahah, alright. Byebye :] Much loves<3

Couldn't those memories be loved once more.

2007-09-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

Guess what, I really don't know what to blog lur.
And, my typing skills is like getting bad to worse.
Tsk, I don't know. Ahah.
But yeh, I'm writing faster and faster though.
Ahah, okayokay. I might be closing my blog lur :D
Cause I'm really very lazy to blog.
Well, will see how lur :D
Anyway, I'm off. So byebye :]
Loveeeeeeeeee<3

Unspoken love, words, and secrets.

2007-09-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

I know I haven't been updating in ages.
Okay, not really that long lars.
Just a few days lur :D
Eh, counting the days. It's really 7 days which is one week.
Ahah, okayokay. My EOY are near.
And I really mean near. First paper is on 1 October lur.
It's like 16 dayyyyyys only-.-
Okay. I'm just updating for the sake of it.
So that it doesn't look very dead xD
Alright. Byebye.
I love you, baby <3

Memories I had of you&me.

2007-09-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

As I sat here alone, in the dark night.
I suddenly thought of the past.
All the time we had spent together.
So here I am, writing down all the thoughts about you & I.
_______________________________________________
Baby, didn't we said we'd love each other forever.
Nevertheless, things had to turn out this way. It's my fault, no doubt.
All the time we had spent together.
I wouldn't forget a single part of it.
Cause they are really important and no doubt, you're important too.
And, it's gna be etched in my heart always.
I promise to myself, I'm never gna forget all the times we had spent together.
All the bus rides home, how much time you had wasted to persuade me to go one big round.
And that day, you was really mean to keep me even after one big round.
To think that you still can tell me to go one more big round, till Admiralty.
But I guess, it was just because you wanted to see me longer.
Times after you sent me home, and we'd slack at the swimming pool downstairs my house.
Talking crap and nonsense. Doing some lame stuffs together.
I still remember you telling me about what army stuffs.
And you wanting to spend the rest of your life with me, in a new world.
Remember the day, after I studied. We spent time talking crap and counting stars.
The very last day we spent together downstairs my house.
We played with water, like some small little kids.
Times when we watched movie together.
And you'd hold my hand cause I was cold.
Remember that movie { Alone } we had watched together with them.
I was really scared, and thank god you was there.
And there was this once, when we shared a jacket together.
I guess it was the sweetest thing.
And remember, when we two held hands and walked out of the cinema to the toilet.
I felt like I was the luckiest girl on Earth, really.
Still remember our first month, when we two MRT-ed down to town.
Just to catch a movie at Cineleisure, so that this first month would seem more meaningful.
It was still like hours before the movie starts.
Thus, leading to walking round and round aimlessly Cineleisure.
Movie just felt more great and better, with you around.
And back we went to Woodlands. Causeway, Bits and Pieces was your first aim.
You bought the rings, and we went off to eat.
After eating, we went to find blahblah at Admiralty.
Around 1oplus, you sent me home.
I guess that was the best day of that month.
No doubt, it was just some stuffs that any other couples would do.
But it just feels different when it's you. Really.
Remember that night, when we 'ton-ed' downstairs my house at the bus-stop.
Your smile, your laughter, your acts and everything else.
I really wish that night would never end..
And even those times when I cried because of you.
I'll always remember them. Cause it was you, yes you.
You were once my very best friend, and then you became my boyfriend.
And, it was that night. I remembered I was crying so hard.
It was because of you, again.
I guess this year, the only reason why I had cried so hard was you.
Well, I guess you never know. Other than him, you're the one that I love so much. Really.
And all those messges that you had sent, all the sweet talks that you have given.
I really like it alot. I'll always remember what you had said.
That night, when you really felt so weird to me.
I was really scared stiff. It really felt like it wasn't you.
And to think that you could still tell me that, you're like that.
I was really very scared, till I almost cried.
Don't you ever realised how much you had meant to me.
And sometimes, not a msg from you. How worried I can get.
How much I felt like crying, cause I thought you didn't cared.
But well, it's all over.
And this is the last time I think of everything we used to be.
Didn't I promise that I'd not cry when we break up, and I'd be strong.
I've done that, and now it's your turn to prove to me that life's gna be great even without me.
The day I delete all my saved messages, cause it was the last few times you said you love me;
I remove the ring from my sight, cause I don't want it anymore;
I bury everything you've given, cause I don't need it anymore;
it's the day I've truly forgotten about you. A
nd I promise, that when I do all these. I'd not cry.
Instead, I'd smile. Cause I was once your girlfriend.
Cause you was such a wonderful boyfriend, and I was lucky to be your girlfriend.
It's the end of everything we used to be.
The last time I'd say I love you (:
Just the story I had for you; o7o9o6 <3

I promise, I wldnt cry :D

2007-09-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

Learning to let go, wasn't the difficult thing.
After learning to let go, the hardest thing was forgetting you.
And I guess that, forgetting you would be the hardest thing.
Didn't we promise not to cry and smile.
And I know, that it's not easy to keep that promise.
But, life is still life. We still have to continue living.
Takecare boy. The end of everything we used to be.
The song we used to share, the love we used to love.
It's all gone, and now I'm gna forget everything we used to be.
And I know, you will too :) Y

Hey, life's been quite okay.
Just that, yeh :D
But I promise I'm gna be okay :)
Of course, much thanks to the many people who cared, yeh?
Especially those people who I was with last night :D
WenSheng, YuenHe, RenTong, Alvin, Jerald, Jason.
Sitting down at a place for 5hours plus plus was never an easy job.
But I made it ytd. Cause those people really entertained me alot :D
Especially Alvin. Thanks guys! :D
And of course WenSheng.
For all the countless hours on the phone :]
And yeh, thanks for letting me know them uh.
Not forgetting my girlfriends.
Alicia, Mavis, Ivy, YanQi, Jesline and Eliza :]
The only motivation to go school and live on.
And and and, the crappy guys in school.
Thank you people, for making my life a better one ;D
Much love!

Thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great.

2007-09-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

GuanYi.

YongZhang.

The few of them :)

Dwayne, YongZhang, HaoRen, Brandon & GuanYi.

HaoRen!

Pictures said it all :D

I had fun ytd :]

Though I was rather irritated by the waiting time.

Yeap, it was a great day out :D Thank you :]

Tears couldn't make up for the love we shared.

2007-09-03T10:42:00.000+08:00

Baby, why is it always you I think about?
Till the extend, where I don't even know what I'm doing.
Give me a reason why.
Maybe one day, you'd come by here.
And you realise that I'm talking crap over here.
But really, I'm typing the truth.
Weird as it seems, I really do miss you.
But, I guess it's the better way out.
I keep thinking about the past, those times we shared.
And, I know it's not possible anymore.
Cause you're never gna look back and say: I want you back.
As much as I miss you, I'm not gna say: I want you back.
Cause I know it very well, it's not possible.
Do promise me that, you'll smile.
And not cry, cause I know you're strong.
I'll just watch over you queitly.
And I know I'll still care.
Takecare, baby. imu*

The love we shared, I love you x3

2007-09-02T17:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry baby.
It hurts to treat you as my friend.
Things that weren't meant to be will never be.
And I do hope, that you and I can be friends.
Baby, I know it hurts.
And I'm sorry. But I really don't wna let this go on.
Hurting ourselves unknowingly.
It do hurts and I do tear when you do msg me when I don't reply your msg.
And it does seems that my other guy friends care for me much more than you does.
Baby, I know you love me. But it's always those little things that make me smile.
And it shows me that you really care.
I know it's kinda late to say all these.
But I just want you to know why.
I don't really wna leave you, but I don't have a choice.
Baby, you're the one that I've give up so much for.
But, it does seems that everything is gone.
I don't know how are we gna live life like this.
But life's life. We still have to carry on.
I know every now and then, I'll think of you.
Yet, it's the past already.
I know I'm gna be strong, and you're gna be strong too.
We're not gna think about the past, we're gna look forward to the future.
And if one day, we happen to think back about the time we were together.
Baby, don't regret please. We'd lots of fun together. And times when we spent days together.
I know it's just a few more days to 2nd month. But baby, I'm sorry things have to turn out this way.
I do hope that one day, I'd see you on the street with your girlfriend in your hand.
I promise I'd smile and wish you two best of luck and hope you two last long.
Baby, promise me that you'd find someone better than me.
I'm not the best one, but I promise you'll find someone better.
And I promise you, that I'll find my own happiness one day.
Please just do takecare of yourself.
And please, smoking and drinking don't make you forget your troubles.
Don't smoke and drink too much. Do talk to someone whenever you're down.
Don't just look for cigrattes and drinks. Take good care of yourself.
There're still people around you who cares as much as I do.
Takecare, my dearest boy.

You were the last thing I ever had.

2007-09-01T22:04:00.001+08:00

I guess I wouldn't be blogging everyday again.
Cause I'm really bored of blogging.
And, yeah. The internet connection sucks like hell.
I'd blog only when I'm really bored.
And thriple yay, the laptop and the desktop are going to be reformat-.-
Oh wtf, I've to wake up at 6plus tmr!
For some Yellow Ribbon Walk-.- Have to be in school by 7am.
Shit lurs. Praise me, cause I'm gna walk 3.5km.
Nvm, I'm nice and yeah, I support the thing. {yeh,right}
Okay, nevertheless. Life's gna be so damn fucking bored.
Anyway, I seriously don't know what to post lurs.
Oh yes! My baby cousin hugged meeeeee! :D
Yayyy, super happy lars. Heh, okayokay.
Oh yay, I don't have to go back to school during the hols :D
But seriously, I don't know if there's OAC and stuffs like that lurs.
Cause Miss Sharifah didn't confirm it with us.
So yeah, not very sure lars.
But I'm gna be very sure that I'm going to finish all my homework before I play :D
I do know wheres my limit and stuffs like that.
Yep, I've grown up yeh :D
Oh yes, Bugis please, with girlfriends.
And of course, movieeeeeeeees! :D
Thankyou. And there I go with one post.
Bye, love!

{Icouldn'tfindareasontosayIlove youagain.Isthistheendofeverythingweusedtobe?}

Thanks for the tears and blood.

2007-09-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blogskin again :D
Cause I really don't like the old one lurs.
Anyway, tdy school was -.-
Yeh lurs, we wasted time walking around.
Or watching basketball match for 2hours.
We're left on our own from 83o to 1o3o lars.
And, concert was way much much bettter than last year's one lurs.
So yep, great :D
And yeh, we left after the last performance.
Cause it's really boring already.
We then left school and it was left with Mavis, Ivy, Eliza and LiPing.
So yep, at bus stop. Ivy and Mavis left to meet Eric they all.
And, then we headed over to Cwp.
Reached Cwp, and Eliza accompanied me to wait for bus. Thankyou :)
Went home, bathed and blah x3.
Headed over for Wrps. And hell, the school wants us to be in FULL UNIFORM-.-
And, we're only allowed to stay in the canteen. Wth lurs.
Shit that school lars. I swear I'm never gna back already lurs.
If only Mr Teo was still around, things would have very different lars.
Nevertheless, wasted time meaninglessly outside Gate 2, badminton court.
And, blahx3. Uh huh, then we went over to Cwp. Xinni, Sheryl and me.
Met up with Gladys and JiaMin :)
Sat at the seat outside Valu$ {?}.
Then, went to 369, for don't know what reason.
And, then. Slacked around till 4plus.
Left at 5, took bus home :D
And, then. Came home. Wanted to eat magee noodle.
But then, my maid told me that my mum wanted to bring us out for dinner.
So didn't eat-.- Nvm lur, I called my mum.
Jitao she got pick up man-.-
Nvm, played comp awhile. And then, very bored.
Cause comp very laggggg. So, went to sleep.
Wleh, I sleep also cannot sleep in peace-.-
5 calls and 5 msges. Wth lur.
Nvm, woke up around 9plus, cause my mum finally came back lars.
Then, went to Thomson to eat-.- Madness.
Came back around 1o.45? Not sure lars :D
And, yeah. Watched tv and blah x3 :}
Okay, byebyebye :) Love!

{ I wish that you're here with me now, cause I don't find a reason to lie anymore}

contradictions:)

2007-08-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

it's some random crap again.
anyway, this song " cry on my shoulder " by Desutschl. sucht den Superstar :)
the lyrics is awesome too :D :D credits: wensheng. thankyou:)

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're wait from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free
Chorus:
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
( Repeat chorus x2 )
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

oh yes, i've got back my results :D
yayy! $15o :D:D:D:D thriple yay lars.
heheheheheheheheh. wooooooo.
oh wtf, the comp is fucking lag like shit.
and i fucking hate it lars! -.-
okay, nvm. stop nagging already lars LEONG JIANING.
RESULTS:
English : 5o
Maths : 7o eh! first time in my secondary two life, i'm getting a A lars! :D yayyyyyy.
Chinese : 73
Science : 65
Literature : 56
Geography : 51
History : 63
D&T : 74
Position in class : 27/4o.
oh yes, i snatched Willy's 27th.
cause he got 28th. ahah. stupid him.
oh yeah, i still got 15 more days.
and i've already sent 1374 ++ msg.
plus, my outgoing call is like wow :O
okay, praise meeeeee. say goodbye to my phone :)
oh yes yes yes, i only send 4 more msg tdy :D
praise me once again. alright alright. i'm off. i blogged :D
yeah, i guess i won't be blogging soon :x yeap, so byebyebye all :D
let me know if anyone's going back wrps okayyyy! :] thankyou.
much loves to all, takecare all.

Hell says: Hello, welcome to your new home.

2007-08-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Heyyo :D
I know I haven't been blogging in ages lars.
I'm super duper lazy lurs.
OH YES! I'VE FINALLY COMPLETE MY 7TH BOOK OF HARRY POTTER :D
YAY, PRAISE ME { I KNOW YOU WNA =X }
Okayyyyy. Anyway, school has been just like that lurs.
Alot of things happened here & there.
Yeh, but school's still the same anyway.
And hell yeah, we've been going to Cwp to eat and off to home :)
Wow, how great. But duh, I'd not go home so early one lurs.
And, blah blah blah. Met alot of new people :D
Bunch of jokers. Great hanging out with them, they're super great entertainers :D
Ahah, okayokay :) I haven't been like meeting Sheryl they all for like quite long already? xD
But yeah, I promise I'd be with you guys on Friday yeah? :]
Movie or anything, up to you guys.
Okay, I'm nice. Really xD Okay, out of point.
Oh yes, results are quite okay lurs. Yayyy.
For the first time in secondary two, I've got As for Maths & Science eh!
Wl, it's like my two weakest subjects can.
So yeap, I've really {not} studied ~~{not}~~real hard okay :D
Yah, so don't say I'm lazy to care about studies uh! {slapsyou:D}
Blah blah blah.
Movies up next are Ratatouilee { spelling check =x } and ?????
I don't know lars. Blah blah blah.
I'm fine, still alive :) For those who I've made you worry, sorry.
OH YES YES YES, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. CALL ME IF ANYTHING'S UP. I'M SUPER LAZY TO REPLY MSGES AND YEAH, MY BILL BOMB ALREADY LARS. SO, STOP MSGING ME UNNESSCARILY :D THANKYOU :}
Okayyy, I blogged. I'm not dead on blogging yets :D
So yeah, I'm going to reply tags soon. And all those links, I'll do it when I'm free xD
Heh, okay. Bye, I'm off :) Takecare all. Love to all, and all those who tagged me yeh? :)

it's not the end of the world

2007-08-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyoooooo :D
sorry didn't post ytd.
kinda lazy and internet was down /:
kay, nvm. i shall just blog anyway.
er, anywayyy.
ytd woke up around 1oplus :D
and, then went to eat and blah x3.
so er, went off to CCK to do some things.
yayyy, bought the eeyore handphone pouch at more than words already :D
and, watched Rush Hour 3 with my dad & younger sister :]
ahhhh, thriple loves :D great movie.
okayyyy, after movie was already 7plus.
so, went off to marina bayyy.
yayyy, fireworks :]
heheheheh, it was fucking nice lur!
okayyy, stop randing on about the fireworks :]
uh, then went back home already.
kayyy, whatever :} byebyebyeeeeeeee.
LurRrBeEeEeEsSzXsZxSzXszxsZxSZxSz Y
boyfriend is my forever love :)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=21LoRODh87w - the video for ytd fireworks :D 1minute plus okayyyy? :]

i just know that you're my forever love :)

2007-08-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

the silence is unbearable.x

2007-08-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

hellooooo:D
i've decided to post a proper post :]
ok, praise me for being hardworking. ( just joking :D )
i'll not rant on about past few days.
cause it was just common tests, cwp & home /:
super boring life i've.
so tdy, end of common test.
thriple yay :D
and so, we went to bugis in school uniform.
i hate school uniform, okay. random.
so yep, we mrt-ed there.
and then came in two ahlians(?)
yeh, so me and alicia looked at them cause they were pretty lah.
then, one of them looked at us and said something.
alicia and i were like huh.
kay, nvm. we're nice :D
okay, so er. something happened. don't ask, thankyou.
and hell, mood was kinda gone for shopping.
nevertheless, all of us got back into shopping mood again :]
thriple yayyy. kay, i bought my black jeans already :D :D
super happy. but we searched kinda long for it-.-
yeh, but nvm lur. it's worth the search.
kay, mrt-ed back to wlds and blahblahblah.
and, then reached home. bathed.
then went downstairs. so er, xiaobrandon's class was there.
yeap, he came over and talk to me awhile :]
and, then he left for home.
kay, then dear came. and blahx3.
er, he came around 6plus lah.
went back around 8.3o like that.
dear, you're childish xD zhang bu da =x
alright, i've posted and i'm lazy now.
so yeap, byeeeeee (:
loveeeeee!<3

alicia : girlfriend<3>
sheryl : sweets, why are your posts very sad like that? cheerup alright. i'm just a sms away :} takecare, love.
dearrrrrr :D : hey you! =x you're super childish. must learn to grow up ehh =x heh, i love you always. muacks.

He's my new love :D

2007-08-14T21:58:00.001+08:00

after his haircut.
wtf right, very nice lur.
!@#$%^&*()
ok, byeeee :D
loves, takecare all :}

I know it's lame.

2007-08-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

The Impossible Quiz

heheheh :D

just for fun lur.

loves! :]

I'll love you for the rest of my life.

2007-08-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

Helloooo! :D
Uh, wednesday.
Met up w Jesline, YanQi, Ivy and Mavis.
Wanted to study, but yep.
As you all can guess, our mind flew off to somewhere else.
Ahah, wait. We did study a little.
Just that MOS burger was a little too noisy.
So we decided to add on to the noise.
Ahah, so er YanQi and Mavis left cwp around 6.15?
Then er walked around w Ivy till 6.45 -.-
Okay, bus-ed back home.
Then, YanQi and Mavis came over to my house.
And, er. Watched tv, bla x3.
They left around 1oplus?
Aye, not sure lah. Can't remember already xD
Ok, so yesterday.
Woke up around 9plusplus :D
Then, changed and blax3.
Went out for Macs, cause my mum and I wanted Macs breakfast lur.
So yeh, went to Civics Macs.
Blax3 , then after eating was like around 11plus lur.
So went over to Bukit Batok to cut hair.
WTF, I ALMOST DIED THERE LUR.
SITTING ON THE FUCKING CHAIR FOR TWO HOURS PLUS IS NOT EASY OK.
Yeap, cut my hair. YAYYY :D
Then, went back to woodlands.
Bought some things at some market.
And finally homeeeeee :D
Play comp awhile, and then bathed.
Went out to meet dear at cwp.
Lol, the bus we took was like exactly the same lur.
First, one bus went pass our eyes-.-
Then, we went up the bus about the same time.
And, the bus uncle drive super slow.
We almost reached at the same time-.-
How interesting. Ok, then.
We mrt-ed down to Marina Bay.
And then, called KaiJing.
They were at movie lur. And it was around 6plus?
Lol, yep. Nothing to do rights, we walked to Esplanade from Marina Bay Mrt Station.
Wth lur, the people is like fucking alot lah.
I swear I'd never go such places again lur.
Then, it's like alot alot alot alot of banglah-.-
Very whatever lur. Nvm :D
We reached Esplanade already, was like 8plus. I guess.
Ahah, nothing to do again.
We decided to mrt back to Marina Bay.
Lol, then reached Marina Bay there.
The fireworks no more already. Lol.
Ok, then KaiJing their movie end already.
So they asked us to go Orchard find them lur.
Mrt back to Orchard. While walking to Cineleisure, saw Gladys, JiaMin and Jason?
Yep, then we're at the fountain thingy infront of Ngee Ann City lur.
So the rest came over to find us.
And, something happened. Yep, then they at there talkx3.
So, after that. Uh, around 9plus, went to Vivo City.
Lol, Gladys and JiaMin wanted to play w the water lur.
So yeh, everyone went together.
Uh, reached Vivo already.
Waited for Gladys, JiaMin and Jason lur.
Cause we kinda got seperated.
Yep, then blahx3.
Lol, went back around 11plus lur.
Everything we took was last already. Lol.
Reached woodlands around 12.5oam.
Reached home, bathed and slept around 1.3o :D
Yep, I skipped alot lur. Lazy to type and whatever whatever (:
Heh, sorry no pictures cause I very lazy upload too :D
As for tdy's post. I guess I'll update later when I'm back from outside :D
So yep, byebyebye(:
Loves to all, takecare all.
Girlfriends, those who needa cheer up, cheer up. Those who needa get well, get well Y

{ Happy 1 month dearrrrrrr! :D
I love you forever and ever (: }

School still suck, all the same.

2007-08-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooooo :D

Sorry for not updating for so long lur.

And well, I don't think anybody's interested though.

Oh great, I'm lazy now eh? Ahah :D

What should I do now.

School have been just fine.

And well, school's just like that.

Oh, teachers have been rather not so nice recently.

Ahah, and the fucking Maths is killing me badly.

I swear I can't get my brain to study D:

And, my body don't allow me to go for remedials after school.

Everything just switched off straight at the very second after school.

Ah, can somebody or something just give me a fucking motivation to study? T.T

Wl, I really don't know what to do la ):

I do hope that I can really study tomorrow w Jesline.

Yayyy, finally someone willing to study w meee!

STUDY STUDY STUDY! :D

JIANING, GET YOUR MIND TO STUDY.

COMMON TEST IS ONE WEEK AWAY ONLY! T.T

Ok, wait. Let's just say byebye now :D

Ahah, bye all. Takecare please :)

And girlfriends, do cheer up and get well soon :D

LOVES GIRLFRIENDS AND MYDEARESTBOYFRIENDY

{3moredays:D}

I'm sorry for loving you.

2007-08-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

it looks like as though it's some rose taken at some snowy place right? :D

ok, i know i look dumb lahhhh.

i coloured my face, cause i looked really ugly.

ok, this was decorated by alicia. thats' why my face wasn't covered -.-

greeny freaks-.- alicia decorated itttt! lol.

my boyfriend is a gay :O
ok, he's not. really.

hellooooooo :D
tdy was greatttttttt! :D:D:D:D
thank god I went OAC tdyyy (:
heh, cause in the morning when I woke up, I almost didn't want to go luh.
but I was thinking, very paiseh alicia luh.
so, I woke up and wenttttttt :D
ok, so I saw SAKINAH that retarded at the interchange.
and she was waiting for REBEKAH that whatever? lol =x
errrr, then ALICIA cameee. and yep, we're waiting for REBEKAH.
then, came one old uncle.
and he was complaining to us about some indians whatever whatever =x
too racist alr =x yep, so errrr.
then, 2nd bus goneeeee.
and REBEKAH came. like what I told SAKINAH and ALICIA,
REBEKAH always come after the bus leave.
and yay, I was super right(:
ahaha, so yep, waited tor bus.
walk to school and went up to OAC room.
then, there were only like 11 people present? O:
ok, nvm. so yep, we discussed about some things.
anddddddd, I sooooo wanna go the Mount Everest thingy laaaa!
one and only chance in my life okayyyyy! ):
yay, there's gonna be OAC chalet! :D
thriple cheers! 3D2N, heh. super excited.
but yeh, it's EOY, of course.
yayyyy, i want class chalet also. i want alot alot alot of chalet =x
ok, im getting out of point alr.
so errr, after everything, which ended around 1oplus.
and uh, so there was me, rebekah, alicia, sakinah and audi?
yeap, me and alicia wanted to cab to cwpppp!
andddd, this sakinah didn't want to ):
oh yes, while we're walking to the bus stop after OAC.
jeevan walked past me and alicia and he said hello in a most gayish way.
so alicia was imitading him, and i was supposed to be alicia.
what a good job done, i couldn't just say ' hi jeevan'.
cause alicia was wayyyy too dumb =x yeh, but i still love her (:
ok, back to the bus stop.
so on the bus, me, rebekah and alicia were sharing two seats.
and i was in the middle -.-
ok, nvm. so there was this bus stop.
this old woman came up and she was looking for a seat, i guess?
nobody wanted to give up the seat.
so; me, alicia and rebekah were discussing if we should let her sit.
cause she looked like as though she was gonna fall anytime?
yeh, then me and rebekah stood up.
and the old woman sat down :D
ok, i was rather unbalanced on the bus.
i need some balancing skills D:
ok, back to the point.
and, alicia didn't want to sit down for god-knows-what reason.
yeap, she stood up and rebekah sat down-.-
ok, so she went to sit at the thingy beside the front door.
the thingy where the fire extinguisher was placed?
yeh, she sat on it. and i was standing infront of her.
so she was telling me that the thing felt like as though it was on some roller coaster-.-
yeh, she's mad, what do you expect?
ok, we got down the bus. and went to eat ljs.
ordered food, and audi didn't eat.
yeap, ate for around 45mins rto 1hour? -.-
ok, then we went to walk around that oh-so-boring cwp.
yeap, and alicia was super mad-.-
she really looked like as though she came out from mental hospital.
and im not lying. i should have just took down the way she looked at sunflowers and elmo-.-
audi was super paiseh, i guess.
ahah, he had a bad impression of going out w 3 retarded maddies { rebekah, alicia & sakinah }.
of course, audi said that i was quite normal :D :D :D
ok, we took neoprints too.
so yeh, me and alicia took super long to decorate.
and that picture w alot alot alot of greeny thing, alicia decorated it.
ahahah, ok. around 1plus? rebekah, audi and sakinah went home.
thats when me and alicia waited for that two gays =x
ok, it's forever me and alicia waiting for them lurhsxszxs! xD
nvm, we're nice girls; right alicia? :D
so yeappp, wait and wait and wait.
dear came first, then jason.
jason kinda got lost, i guess?
ahah, nvm. so err, slacked at 3rd floor awhile.
then jason went to buy barbell and then eat.
went off from cwp around 3.15 ?
yeap, then when going to reach my house bus stop.
dear say : eh, go one round.
i say okok, so during that whole ride.
he was bullying meeeeee! lol -.-
then, when reach my house opposite bus stop.
he don't wanna get down-.-
cause i was inside whats, i don't have a choice.
nvm, i wanted to get down at the next bus stop.
he say don't want-.-
so finally, got down at the siling bus stop-.-
then, had to walk back to my house.
cause that idiot of mine don't have money in his ezlink card.
at first, he still say go until admiralty go one round come back-.-
i was like you mad arhs? -.-
and then, he also say go cwp, and take 912 from berth 12 again-.-
how fun it was walking back.
so yeap, here i am back homeeeeee after a 45mins journey from cwp.
and the worst thing was, i had to walkkkk! =x
ok, nvm. from tdy onwards, don't send me home already =x
lol, okkkkk. it's super duper longggggg :D cause tdy was awesome.
heh, thanks girlfriendssssss and dear :)
byebyebye :] loveszxszszx.

replies to tags :
YANQI - yeap, i know and well. let it be (: everything's gna be alright :D thanks girlY
SHERYL - yeh, i will :) i'm alright already. thanks :D Y

DEAR - i don't know where to start, but i'd like to say sorry too. i know i'm rather sensitive at times, thinking that you don't love me and blahblah, whatever. well, i thank you for your effort to tell your two gans that you're gonna be normal friends. but i really don't mind you having gans and whatever. but sometimes, maybe i'm thinking too much. but yeh, it does makes me feel jealous and whatever whatever. well, i'll never blame you for not understanding me and don't know how i feel that kinda stuffs. i really don't mind if you don't understand and whatever. cause i'm not that kinda person that would say this kinda things to my boyfriend. yeah, i really don't blame you and never will. there's nothing wrong about you, and i know you're good to me and blahblah. i guess, all the time, i'm the one thinking too much. i thank you for letting me the most important thing/person in your life. and i want you to know that you're important to me too. i don't want it to be just you doing everything for me, i want to do something for you too. and yes of course, i thank you for everything you've done for me. thank you for your care and concern, your words, and everything else that you've done. although i've never said it, but i just want you to know that i really appreciate all that you've done for me (: thank you, my dear boyfriend. if there's forever, i guess i wouldn't mind being w you for the rest of my life. i love you always :D

Hell never seems any closer than this.

2007-08-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

firstly, i'd like to say don't bother trying to read what i'm gonna post later.
secondly, kindly please don't ask what happened (:
thankyou :D

well, i guess my brain is really going mad.
of course, it's always studies and whatever whatever.
haven't i tried really hard to study whenever i can.
but the mood just really isn't there.
and how am i supposed to score like everyone else does.
well, yeah. you said that you don't have high expectations of us.
and may i ask why do you keep comparing then?
and yep, you never once saw me studying in your sight.
cause you're always busy working and stuffs.
and my studying time always clash w your working time.
hell, im not a superwoman.
i do need a break ):

at times, even at the lowest peak of my life.
you're always there. but now that we're tgether.
why do i feel like you're not the one for me?
i know i'm wrong to think like that.
but, sometimes things you do don't match w words you say.
you ever once told me that i was the next important thing after your brothers and germaine.
so may i ask you now, how important am i to you?
i don't know and i don't feel like i wanna know right now.
cause to you, i might not be important at all.
i don't know how you feel deep down.
and yeah, you wasn't as sweet as what you used to be.
i know i'm complaining right now.
but all i want is just some words to let me feel that i'm really important.
sometimes, i really feel like giving up everything.
cause, i don't know how to hold on any longer.
and yet, i just don't know how to let go.
i keep telling myself, lie to myself.
yeh, i'm important to you.
but, i realised that it's getting harder.
i really don't know how to lie to myself already, thinking that im still the very important person.
i'm being very nice already.
pretending that i don't know you've got two ganlaopo.
hey, im a girl for once alright.
pretending that i don't know, it's super difficult.
and hell, im your girlfriend.
don't you ever thought of how i feel inside.
just whats the problem w you?
i don't see my girlfriends' boyfriend have like 2 ganlaopo.
well, take it as i'm jealous.
but hell, which girl wouldn't be?
do let me know if you ever come by her,
cause the only thing i'd tell you is.
i'm not your girlfriend anymore, you may have that girl who doesn't mind.
really, im trying my very best to tell you that i don't mind.
which of course, i really don't mind.
but please, i'd get jealous.
sometimes, i'd choose to hate you.
and i keep telling myself, it's alright.
wtf is wrong w me D:

am i really changing cause i wanted to be somebody else like jkay.
am i really becoming good to bad.
i don't know what's going on in my mind.
and hell, i can even think of putting tattoos and piercing my tongue.
oh wtf, what's wrong w me?
and, i don't even care whether i'm alive anot.
fuck, just whats wrong w me.
i feel like if i ever get a chance, i'd just ran out to the expressway.
and bang, get knocked down by cars.
or even, just try swallowing pills. lots and lots of them.
just for the sake of trying whats the feeling like.
i feel like taking the penknife and slash my wrist.
i just wna know how's the feeling like.
peircing all the empty space on my ears, just to feel what is it like.
i don't know, just for that kinda sensation/feeling.
it's weird how i think right now.
and i feel like just drowning myself in wine/beer/ whatever.
so that, i can know how it feels to do all these.
i do all these, for the feeling of it.
not cause i want to, i just wanna know how it feels.
hell yeah, im mad; crazy; siao; screw loose; whatever.
i don't know what am i doing at times.
i just don't feel like me.
whatever.

PLEASE, for goodness sake.
It's not in readable fonts/colours/size.
Cause I don't want people to read it.
So hell, please don't try and read it.
And I know some people would, I don't mind.
But just shut the hell up.
Thankyou.

Will you still stand by me.

2007-08-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

woke up this morning, wtf.

headache ): pain like shit.

so yeh, didn't went to school.

i wanted to sleep in till 12plus.

but wl, the construction upstairs woke up.

wl, hate it lahhhh.

i had a fucking weird dream ytd -.-

i really don't know why was it like that lor.

like very the random -.-

ok, nvm. i shall keep the dream to myself.

wl, very very very very random laaaaaaa! D:

ok, my mum forbade me to go out.

i said nvm, i wanted to stay home and sleep.

but then, with all this irritating noise.

how am i suppose to sleep.

i wanted to study at home, then i realised i don't have maths text again.

and then w that irritating noise, how to studyyyyy? D:

i swear i hate neighbours upstairs.

irritating humans.

ok, now that i can't go out.

what am i supposed to do for this few hours?

wl, kill me laaaaa.

i hate headaches.

i hate my head/brain/whateverrrrr.

in a simpler term, i hate myself.

ok, whatever. bye.

Friends are the best things alive :)

2007-07-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO! :D
school sucks tdy-.-
really really sucks damn lot.
obviously, super slack classes.
it was totally waste of time la.
art - did some lame crap.
literature - teacher didn't came.
chinese - was learning new chapter.
maths - went thru previous chapter, and there's test tmr T.T
englsih - great as usual :D and zomg, something interesting happened during last 1o minutes :)
super entertaininggggg :} heh.
school ended like this, caused i skipped remedial (:
then, went back home.
played comp and eat also :)
then, around 6plus?
went to find dear downstairs.
wl, the bus is like travelling @ 2ookm/h ?
ahah, and he was flyingggggg? lol.
ok, only he knows what i mean.
and, he say i sot already-.- zzz!
ok, nvm. im nice girl, i forgive dear :D
hm, spent around 2hours downstairs.
wl, time pass so fast de! T.T
ok, dear went off around 8.52pm.
we two talk about alot of things.
hen random la can.
suddenly talking abt what army thingy.
then still got what world population.
and, what new world thingy.
still got the past things, who die who die thing-.-
ahah, super duper random luh.
but then, the most important thing was spending time w him :D
and yeh, dear. this is especially for you to see.
OPEN BACK YOUR BLOG AND YOU CANNOT EVER EVER BREAK MY FISHY GAME RECORD =x
AND LAST THING FOR THIS POST, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS! FOREVER AND EVER (:
MUACKSZXSZXSZX :}
ok, last thinggggggggggggggggggg.
I LOVE DEAREST KUKUBERRY GIRLFRIEND :D<3

He's mineeeeee xd

2007-07-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

credits : http://onewinged-an9el.blogspot.com/ :]

alright, do you believe he's cuteeee? :D

ok, he's really x5486718421534870 cute right?

yes, i know X:

alright, bye people!

loveeeeeeee!

its just gna be the same, no matter what.

2007-07-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

Alicia bought it while we're at Minitoons :D
she looks @ me, then she say I feel like buying rose for you.
I look @ her, I thought she was joking.
but then, she really buy-.-
thanks girlfriendY

cookies were inside.
given by Alicia girlfriend again :D
super sweet rights? (:

heh, I was bored; you see? :D
but yeah, I love my boyfriend (:

yay, tdy watch simpsons movieee! :D
ahhh, super duper niceeeee.
I wanna watch again again again again X:
heh, it's super duper duper niceee lahhh:)
school was super duper slack lahhhh-.-
maths; teacher came in 15minutes late, and I had a test for 3omins.
pe; I had to run 2.4km. but yeh, I didn't run. I walked 2.4km :) praise me humans.
english; teacher wasn't here. another slack peroid.
ME; teacher came in rather late? went through some lame shit for 3omins.
science; teacher was teaching abt some bacteria thing. I almost killed myself D:
AP/FT; form teacher wasn't here. then, some relief teacher came in.
and that's the end of the day. how great.
damn fuck, I've got remedial tmr. and on wednesday, there's remedial again.
wtf, I seriously don't feel like going D:
hm, okok. JIANING, BE A GOOD GIRL AND GO REMEDIAL! YOU CAN DO IT! :D
er, then took cab to cwp. and we kinda snatch cab away from other people? X:
cause it was raining lahhhhh T.T
and uh, reached cwp. waited for Alicia, Mavis, Jesline.
Ivy and YanQi went Sakae Sushi.
so yeh, they went KFC to eat.
I didn't want to eat at first, but er, decided to buy Cheese Fries :D
heh, ate already. then went to walk walk around w Alicia they all.
around 3.3o(?), went to find Dear, Sheryl and Gladys.
went for Simpsons at 4pm. yay, super happy can! :D
called Alicia after movie, then they were going home already T.T
yeh, went to slack w XinRong, KaiJing, Sheryl and Dear(:
went home around 6plus almost 7?
almost reaching home bus stop lers, rainnnnn D:
yeh, didn't want Dear to get wet.
so he went one big round and go home.
reached home, ate again-.-
wl, I'm getting uber fat alreadyyyyyyy D:
must go on diettt T.T
okokok, I'm getting uber naggy.
so yeh, byeeeeeeee all.
lovesY

CAN SOMEBODY GIVE ME A MOTIVATION TO STUDY AND GO SCHOOL? T.T

i need a life.

2007-07-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO! :D
i'm finally done w this blogskin.
i took a super long time.
edited quite alot of things?
yeah, credits still there :D
anyway, here's the original one : http://blogskins.com/info/151014.
and i completed it before 1am :D:D
yay, going movie tmr!
the simpsons movieee :)
heh, super excited :]
ok, now it's like 12.25am.
yeah, so byeeeeee all.
takecare :) withlove.

memories are meant to be kept.

2007-07-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

Dear did this; playground @ 515 (:

cause we're bored, while waiting for Jason to come back.

Alex was actually 'filing' his nails.

and when he filed finish, it was shiny.

quite long ago already, i just saw this picture :D

ahaha, Dear's gayyy :X heh.

ok, i know Dear's gna read.

so err, he's not actually(:

Alicia and I wrote it :D

ok, this girl is wearing a SKIRT playing basketball @ 515-.-

free show X:

Jason Love David X:

it was meant to be Jianing Love David tho (: heh.

Alicia did thissss :)

Jason Love Alicia (:

It also can mean Jianing Love Aliciaaa :)

guess who's legs are theseeee? O:

ahah. gaynesssssss D:

~~willy's sexyaeeee legs(:~~

ok, past few days were superb! :D

alicia stayed over at my house.

and we had lots of fun going out together :D

heh, double datessss (:

alright, pictures have done all the typing.

so yeah, byeeee.

thousand loves to my dearest kukuberry! :)

and of course, my dear lahhh :D

it's still the best thing in my life.

2007-07-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

yoyo! :D
ok, tdy was so-so?
yeah, and yanqi and willy's still at my house.
crapping away and playing junior monopoly now.
and obviously, they're not playing according to the rules.
nvm, i don't wna crap on anymore.
so yeah, byebyebye! :D
thousand of loves to KUKUBERRY! :D

2007-07-25T22:11:00.000+08:00

what
a
day
out
it
was.
nothing
good
happened
tdy.
fuck
all
these
effing
shit.
i'm
sorry
for
being
such
an
asshole.
i'm
just
a
pile
of
meaningless
crap
and
shit.
fuck
myself.
i
hate
myself.

2007-07-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

hello humans.
didn't went school tdy.
woke up, and great.
i had headache T.T
so yeap, didn't go school.
and it turns out that, yanqi didn't went school either.
and damn fuck, hammering and drilling noises were all i heard when i woke up.
guess what, i was actually planning to study at home.
but great, how do i study with all those noises now? O:
well, that's another thing.
but firstly, i should just think of how to convince my mum to let me go out study yeah? :D
anyway, it's alicia and jason's 6months!
wow, congrats :D:D:D
i love cialia kukuberry alot! :}
ok, inner story(:
okok, there goes nothing.
so yeah, bye humans.
back at night, i hope :D
heh, loveeeeee!

2007-07-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

i really feel like life is a pile of meaningless shit, you know.
aye, whatever luh.
super no meaning life.
it's like everyday after school,
eat already, go home, meet dear.
fucking no life, life is just a pile of shit.
well, i guess it's more than this.
but then, do i look like as though i can choose life?
if i can, i really would rather wish that i wasn't alive, you know.
then, i won't have to waste time so meaningless-ly.
aye, wthell lor.
life is just fucking-ly meaningless.
i'm wondering, if i don't have dear now.
i guess, i'd have just killed myself or something.
really luh, life is effing meaningless.
i wish i can live life more meaningfully?
yeap, but it's like there's nothing for me to do.
i wish i can get my fucking brain to study hard.
and of course, random shit.
i wna grow tall!
i shrinked by two fucking centimetres, you know?!
pe teacher don't know how to take heights.
it's like everyone i know shrinked can?!
wllll, pe teacher don't rock.
i wanna grow tall! D:
ok, back to my oh-so-boring life.
i want to find something meaningful to do.
okok, nvm. i know this is boring shit.
and i'm crapping like nobody's business.
oh yes, i've decided to post one picture w every post.
i hope i can tho :D okok.
byeeeeeee. random shit.
lovee♥

2007-07-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

the first one was taken during recess.
cause i was realy bored you see :D
and there was no one infront of me.
so yeah, i took eliza, alcia and yanqi's phone.
to 'accompany' meeeee.
and the thingy on the fork is carrot.
alicia's work :D
ok, i know i'm lame :)
nvm. second one is flower given by dear :D
heh, he very sweet uh? :D:D:D:D:D
oh yes, finally bestfriend decided to meet meeeee and dear.
like finally luhhhhh. yayyy:D
okokok, byeeee.
i'm lazy already!
loveeeeeeesxszszx.

2007-07-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

heh, cute right? :D
i know, but aye.
it's gone already ):
hm, i just wanted to post this picture(:
so yeah, byebyebye.
loveszxszx.

dear, i love you forever and ever :)
you're gonna be my only one and my last.
no matter what, i'm gonna love you still.
i'm not gonna bother what other people say.
i'm not gonna care what you do,
i'm still gonna love you like before.
and i shall always love you.
i love youuuuu! :D
muacks, do open back your blog lahhh :]
loveeeeee!

2007-07-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO!
anybody miss my post? :O
okay, i think no one.
anyway, i keep wanting to blog.
but then, log in already.
then very lazy liao-.-
heh, okok. i know i'm lazy la, i don't need you to tell me.
eh, i last blogged was on wednesday.
so er, thursday.
D&T teachers were kinda irritated w us?
cause we had potato chips in class.
and that was my recess anyway :D
so er, i don't remember a single thing already(:
friday, school as usual.
rather meaningless day. cause history teacher wasn't here.
and that relief teacher sucks.
yeap, ok. my class coucilors really sucks /:
and, yeah. i don't like my class.
ok, after school was w yanqi, alextan and willy.
yanqi went to meet alan and then alextan, willy go study?
lol, i went back home to change and then, went back out to meet the two idiots.
reached the library, they tell me.
they don't wanna study already-.-
ok, i was like -.-
nvm, ended up. went back up to do xi zi.
ok, i practically did xi zi only la can.
wasting my time. then the two idiots wanted to go take bus-.-
slack, cause they got unlimited bus ride.
then, say what want go until town-.-
madness, ok. i didn't feel like going, so they came over my house instead.
alextan played computer. and willy was acting retarded as usual.
ok, not. he's retarded.
so yeah, they went back around 7plus?
actually was meeting dear.
then he not feeling well? so never meet.
uh, slept around 1am?
woke up around 12plus the next day.
then, changed and everything.
met up w alicia, jason and dear.
then, alicia and jason wanted to eat.
so yeap, went to Horizon.
alicia was stupid =x ok, cause she kept making me laugh-.-
nvm, then we went over to HarbourFront, VivoCity.
for fun, cause we were boredddd.
journey to harbourfront was awesome :D
me and alicia keep laughing at some humans.
and yay! i broke my old record of the fishy game :D:D:D
ok, then. we reached VivoCity.
walkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalk.
and blahblahblah.
alicia got off at admiralty.
while, jason dear and me went off at cck.
went to my grandma's house.
eat, and then went to play w my baby cousin.
he looked really blur. not fun.
okok, went back home. it was only 9plus?
my cousin's hamster died T.T
i almost cried, but thank god. i didn't.
dear cheered me upppp! :D
ok, then went back home around 1oplus?
yeah, washed up and blahblah.
then, around 2plus. met dear downstairs my house.
at the 7-11 bus stop.
talked crap until uh, 5plus?
yeah, supposingly to go home at 3am la.
but then, still continued to talk crap until 5plus :D
yeah, then he went home, i guess? x:
ok, uh. go home and humans were already at my house.
houyee, yijun, jkay, eugene, eden, yongkang and wensheng.
yeap, they were inside computer room.
eugene was already dead on the sofa and yongkang was playing laptop.
ok, then. i was like half-deaddd-.-
nvm, i still didn't sleep.
went out of the house to think about some things :D
and then, go back home. and yay, the sofa was mine!
slept awhile, was being woke up by idiotic yongkang and wensheng.
ok, then finally at 8am plusplus, my mum left home.
and yayyy! her room was mineeeee :D
ok, i was smart enough to lock that bloody door.
cause, as i had already expect.
wensheng and some other people was knocking on the door,
soon after i walked in.
i woke up around 12plus? just in time to say bye to those idoits.
yeah, then washed up. called dear, and talk on the phone.
and then, it was already 2plus almost 3.
went out to meet dear and jason.
dear was accompanying jason to orchard.
and i was accompanying dear? maybe.
ok, anyway. took the long long long long ride to orchard.
jason passed some things to his sister friend?
then, went to wisma atria to eat at food republic.
and yeap, eat already. headed back to woodlands.
by the time we reached woodlands, it was 6.25pm.
and i was meeting mummy and others for Sakae at 7pm.
yeah, still kinda early?
so headed over to vista. and they wanted to kup cig.
reached there, cannot find anybody to kup cig.
then, they send me back to cwp.
met the rest at Sakae.
eatx34567887654. ok, then went to get my harry potter book!
yayyyy! finally(:(:(:(:(:(:
but dear don't like me take the book.
cause he scared cause of the book, i don't want meet him.
ok, it might happen tho x:
then, went to cold storage to buy the yoghurt :D
uh, went home after that.
reached home, played some stupid lame game.
it's monopoly, but its kinda like computerised thing?
yeah, boring shit =x and went to bath.
and yeap, so here am i blogging :D
ok, byeeee everyone.
loveeee. it's kinda long? :D
byeeeee!

2007-07-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

School was not great at all, in the morning.
First, we had to sing national anthem like 5, 6 times?
Then, I was caught for skirt and hair.
Wtf, and can you believe it?
Ivy didn't get caught.
Wtf. Nvm. My nails were cut off D:
Okay, I shall not talk about it anymore.
During lunch was madness.
Yeah, Willy and Bryan la.
Then, Music was alright.
Science teacher didn't come againszxs.
And, then Willy and Bryan were doing some idiotic things.
I laughed till I almost die :X
Okayyy, went off w Eliza.
And, was at Macs alone.
Cause Eliza went off first.
Then, called Sheryl. And, she came down to meet me.
Cause I was waiting for Dear la.
He came with Xiao Brandon.
Anddddddd, went for movie.
Me, dear and XiaoBrandon.
The movie was quite okay, rather funny.
But, it was fucking cold! D:
Really fucking colddddddd.
Okayyyy, then.
After movie, met Sheryl again.
And then, after 5minutes(?) , she went home.
Dear and XiaoBrandon came over to my house downstairs.
Andddd then this Brandon was like 'quarreling' w me on the bus.
Talking cock la, but was stupid.
Hm, I went back home to bath first.
Went back down to meet them.
Then, XiaoBrandon went off already.
Dear and me at there talkkkkkkk, until 9pm.
Then, he go home.
Reached home, eat and watched tv.
Okokokayyyy, I'm lazy already.
So byebyebye.
I love everyone except Dear X:
Cause he always bully me T.T X:
Byeeeeee!

2007-07-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for being that extra alright.
C'mon lah, if you really need him that badly,
Then please, treat him nicer.
Gosh, don't treat him as your rubbish.
For you to throw or whatsoever.
Goodness, you're not small anymore.
I'm sure you can think okay.
You don't need people to tell you things okay.
And like hello?
The thing that's wrong over here is you.
Not anyone else, so kindly don't push the blame to other people.
Surely, anybody in the RIGHT mind would do that okay.
Unless, you're not in the RIGHT mind.
Then maybe I can consider forgiving you.
But I'm VERY sure that you're in your RIGHT mind.
So yeah, don't treat him badly.
If you really need him that much.
I'm being very nice over here already.
I don't want to get angry and whateverx2
So yeah, know your limits to things you do.

Byebyebye. Takecare to anybody who's reading now.
Love dear and bestfriend! :D:D:D

2007-07-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

edited/}
Tdy, went out to meet Mavis, Ivy and YanQi.
Well, it's kinda funny.
But nevertheless, it's quite okay :)
Yeap, went down to Orchard.
Walked around. Kinda bored tho.
But since it was Mavis's bdy then yeah, nvm :D
Yeah, went Takashimaya; Heeren(?) and FarEast.
Was getting really bored.
Decided to mrt back to Woodlands.
Went back to Woodlands, met dear.
Met him already, went to find Sheryl they all.
Then, walk to Fragrant.
And uh, then like around 15minutes or less.
Sheryl had to go home.
So yeah, KaiJing also(?)
Then, send KaiJing and Sheryl home.
Then after, me and dear very bored liaos T.T
Okay, we sat at the bus stop.
Waiting for bus and he was telling me some things.
Like, goodness-.-
Okayyy, took bus962 to Admiralty.
And, then go the other side to take 912.
Saw JunTong and don't know who at there also.
JunTong walk until so lala.
Okayyyy, went back home.
Dear send me all the way to outside home-.-
Like scared I'll get rape or something?
Lol, but nvm.
I still love himmm! :D
Oh yeahszxs.
I asked him something tdy, by sms.
And yay, he so sweet luh xD
Heh, love love love.
And I feel like I'm gonna love him forever and ever.
Lala, DEARRRR! I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER :D

Helloooo :D
Ytd was great xD
Woke up around 11plus.
Called dear and then went out for breakfast.
Reached home around 1plus. Lol.
Walked around the house, then go bath.
Met dear around 2plus, almost 3 already.
Go wisma atria, waited for my queue.
Then, so sian luh!
Really really really very sian.
Our queue number was:198
And when I press the queue thingy right,
It was only 158 T.T
We two like don't know what to do.
Lol, then he keep asking me go eat -.-
Okay, nvm. Stand there watch Mr Bean!
Lol x: Okayyyyy.
Then, repair my phone T.T
3dayssssss, tuesday then can take.
Okay, then went to take MRT.
Zzz, go to Chua Chu Kang, take LRT.
Go BukitPanjangPlaza for fun-.-
Okay, actually dear was accompanying me la.
I had to go my grandma's house at Fajar.
But it was kinda early? Yeah.
So dear accompanied me walk walk around.
Then, we from 2nd floor. Take escalator(?) to 4th floor.
Walk one big round. Then, we go take lift at the 4th floor.
Go down 1st floor-.- Okay, we're just being boreddddd!
Then, dear buy some thing.
And we're deciding to take LRT to my grandma's house.
Or walk there. Cause actually, I walked to my grandma's house once.
Yeah, so not very sure mahs.
Then, I finally remember how to walk liaos, so we two walk lorh.
Walkwalkwalkkkkkk....... -.-
Okay, reach my grandma's house downstairs.
Don't want to go up yet.
So, sit downstairs for 15 to 3o minutes?
Yeah, I was kinda scared that my relatives saw us -.-
Okayyyyyy. Then, around 6.45pm.
Dear go back Admiralty.
Sorry la dear T.T make you go back alone.
Next time I pei you okayyyy? :D
Okay, then at my grandma's house.
I reached like 1omins later?
My family came up.
Thanks god, I came up earlier.
Actually, I wanted to sit there longer.
But think twice, aye. Go up la.
Yeah, thank goddddd.
Msged dear. Then, he reached Admiralty already.
Hm, eat then watched tv.
Cause my baby cousin not around! T.T
Okay, was still msging dear.
He say I very bad, cause don't want meet him-.-
Okayyyy, then went to the other house around 9.3o.
Thought my baby cousin come back already.
But, he havent T.T
Then, watched tv. And yayyy!
He finally come back liaosszxzs.
But he very blur like that la-.-
Went back home, and bath.
Called dearrrr. Then, he go bath.
Anddddd, he bath already. Call him again.
Call him liaoszszx. Then talk, and er.
Slept around 1am :D Dear confirm never sleep at 1 ders.
Okayyy, going out for breakfasttt.
Byyeeeeeeeeee. Love dear forever and everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :)

2007-07-14T01:40:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooooooo.
Okay, sorry for the previous post lah.
Very angry at my teacher.
Hm, anyway. After blogging that shit, I went to bath.
Then, met up w Jesline, Alicia, Mavis and Ivy.
Yeap, then Alicia went to find Jason.
And supposingly, Dear was supposed to be w Jason?
Then, end up he not w Jason.
So well, saw Gladys they all.
And Gladys was like: Eh! Ni pian(lie) wo.
Haha, okokay. Inner story :)
Hm, then walk walk w Alicia awhile.
Then, she went for movie w Jason.
Went to find Mavis they all at Sweettalk.
And yeap, went up to X-Craft.
Saw Yimei, actually; I wasn't very sure la.
Then, look properly. Was like: eh? yimei eh.
Haha, okayyyy.
Then, took lift down to first floor.
Anddddddd. Mavis said something that made all of us laugh in the lift like kuku.
I shall not say it out la, very paiseh luh X:
Okayyy, Mavis and Ivy went home.
Jesline accompanied me, and we went to Canberra Park?
Played swings and made myself look like retarded :X
Retarded, but fun :)
Anyway, went over to Sunplaza.
For fun-.- Okay, then went to Fragrant.
Saw Houyee they all playing bball.
Then, crap w them awhile.
I was still w Jesline.
Alicia came over w Jason and then playx2 awhile x:
Went over to Vistapoint, Viva to find Jesline and her sister.
Then, Alicia bought some food.
Eat a little? Then went back to fragrant.
Reached fragrant alreadyyy. Alicia talk w Jason.
Then, she going home. Actually, I was going home also.
Ended up, I went Alicia's house.
Reached Alicia's house, play w her stuffs.
Read her 'letters', see her neoprints.
Laughing like kukuuu.
I was using her phone to msg Dear.
Anyway, went to find Dear around 9.3o.
Alicia paid for my cab fee-.-
She say very dangerous and some other things la.
THANKS GIRLFRIEND :) LOVEEEE!
Reached 888plaza. Went to find Dear at 7-11.
He was w GuanYi and they were talking about some crap.
Yeah, talkx3. Then, I felt like going home.
Dear send me home. Reached downstairs my house.
Don't feel like going up, so we go swimming pool there.
Sat there and talk until around 11.45.
Then, he go already. He went to find JunTong they all.
Came home, walk walk around.
Then, decided to call Dear.
He was waiting for buszxzszx.
Like very poor thing eh, wait for bus alone.
Then, Dear was like later miss call me, cause of don't know what reason?
I was like, how you want to miss call meee? I got phone arhs.
Okayyy~ Just crap.
So yeah, talking to Dear online nowwww.
He very random. Okayyy.
BYEBYEBYE.
I LOVE DEAR AND ALICIA! :D
and everyone elseeeeeee(:

2007-07-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

WTF WTF WTF.
HE GOT SOME BLOODY PROBLEM UH.
LIKE WTHELL LA.
CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE TAKE HIM TO HELL.
GOSH, HE'S MAKING EACH OF US HATE EACH OTHER LA.
AND NOW, OUR CLIQUE IS LIKE -.-
WTF, HATE HIM LA.
HE FUCKING MAKE US STAY BACK FOR 4oMINS.
TO LISTEN TO SOME FUCKING CRAP THAT WE WEREN'T INTERESTED IN.
COME ON LA, I'M SURE YOU'VE SOMETHING BETTER TO DO.
AND, PLEASE LA. YOU'RE GAWDAMN BIASED CAN.
LIMIN AND PEIYUN LISTEN TO MP3 IN CLASS,
AND YOU NEVER GIVE THEM DETENTION?
ELIZA AND ALICIA JUST SWITCHED PLACED FOR LIKE 1 PEROID,
AND YOU MADE IT AS THOUGH IT'S SOME BIG FUCK.
COME ON LA, ALICIA AND ELIZA ARE NOT GONNA DIE IF THEY CHANGE PLACE RIGHT?
GOSH, GET A LIFE MAN.
YOU REALLY SUCKS TO THE CORE LA.
WHY SUCH A TEACHER EXIST.
PLEASE LA, OUR CLASS MOTTO IS GONNA BE LIKE:
SABO EACH OTHER AND HATE EACH OTHER.
WLEH, HAVEN'T YOU ALWAYS WANTED OUR CLASS TO BE UNITED?
WE'RE UNITED, AREN'T WE?
WE HELP EACH OTHER TO KEEP SECRETS.
WTF, THEN YOU EXPECT US TO LIKE:
EH TEACHER, BLAHBLAH JUST DID BLAHBLAH IN THE CLASS.
COME ON LA, WE WON'T DO IT RIGHT?
LIKE WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD DO IT?
HELLO? IT'S CALL SABO-ING YOUR FRIENDS RIGHT.
IT'S LIKE, WE'RE NOT GONNA GO RECESS W YOU,
WE'RE NOT GONNA DO PROJECT W YOU,
WE'RE NOT GONNA GO CRAZY AND LAUGH LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS W YOU.
SO YEAH, OF COURSE AND NATURALLY, WE'D HELP OUR FRIENDS RIGHT?
OKAY, YOU MAJORITY OF THE TIME MAKE US STAY BACK FOR SOME SHIT THAT'S NONE OF OUR BUSINESS.
HELLO YOU, WE'RE NOT IN BOYS' BRIGADE LA.
I'M NOT FUCKING INTERESTED IN ALL THESE STUFF CAN.
GET A LIFE. DAMN FUCK.

2007-07-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

YAYYY! IT'S THE 3ooth POST.
AND GUESS WHAT, I FEEL LIKE CLOSING MY BLOG X:
I'M KINDA LAZY TO BLOG AND WELL, JUST LAZY.
YEAP, STILL DECIDING THO :D

Okay, anyway. Ytd was kinda okay?
Yeah, boring lessons.
And wow, Science teacher didn't came againszxs.
And, MR PHILIP WAS HEREEEE! YAY.
Our class was like wooooo.
When we saw him walked in.
Yeap, and I guess he's real excited also.
Haha, so er. Went over to Cwp after school.
Guess what, we took bus ehszxs.
Cause' me and Ivy wanted to go home straight.
Yeap, reached interchange. Felt like buying bubble tea.
Ivy didn't want to, so she went home first.
Had McFlurry instead of bubble tea.
Then, went home. On the bus, was almost reaching home already.
Dear msg me, he ask if wanna go Sheryl's house.
I was like, I'm almost reaching home already.
Yeap, so ytd never meet him.
Reached home, was replying his msg.
And GAWDAMN FUCK, the phone blacked out.
And, I couldn't on it again.
SORRY LAAAAAA T.T
And I finally know why I can't get through his phone already.
Cause I call wrong number-.- And I guess, the number wasn't in use la.
Okayyyy, sorryyyyyy. I remembered your number wrongly X:
Lala, woke up at 7.45am. My mum woke me upppp :)
Then, went to school.
And wow, the class was full of the consellors.
Damn, was like zzz? And againszxs.
Don't like laszxs. Make me cannot do homework-.-
Okay, so had lessons.
D&T, YAY. Did theory the whole 2 hours.
Kinda okay tho, it was practically copying the words only.
Yeap, andddddd Recess was lame?
Eliza and me were sitting alone in a longgg table.
Then, Ivy; Mavis; Alicia; Jesline; Selina and LiPing were 'squeezing' at a small table.
Okay, that was lame.
Then, went back to classsss. And MrChia wasn't here.
Slacked again, was kinda doing Chinese compo. Heh.
Then, Geography. Wasn't paying attention at all.
Was playing w Alicia and doing Chinese compo; againszxs.
Then, BaiLaoShi wasn't here. So yeah, another teacher came.
And she's like so whateverrrrrr-.-
We can't even fucking talk okayyy.
Turn around and look at some thing, also cannot.
Like big deal siah? -.- Wth lorh.
Okay, nvmmm :D
Then, stayed back to do some Maths test thingy.
And, I don't know how to do a single question.
Gawd, save me T.T
Then, MrCheong explained to me and some other lala things.
Had detention from 2.45 to 3.45.
Fuck siah, MrCheong thought I've got 2hours of detention.
But Jarren told me I only got oneeee.
So yeah, 1 hour only :D
Anyway, borrowed Mavis's phone and msged Dear.
Then, waited for Jesline and Alicia.
After that, realised that we're going two different places-.-
So yeap, we left the school.
Took bus againszxs. Cause we felt like going home straight.
But still, we went up to Cwp.
Bought bubble tea and then walked around awhile.
And home sweet homeeeee :)
YAY, meeting Dear later :D:D
Okayyyy. Byebyebye.
It's kinda long, I guess? :O
Anyway, LOVE TO ALL :}
TAKECAREEEEEE.
ILOVEYOU,DEARRRR! :D:D

2007-07-11T18:47:00.000+08:00

299th post alreadyyyyy! :D:D:D
YAYYYY! :D CELEBRATE FOR ME X:
FUCK! MY FUCKING PHONE IS DEAD T.T
ACTUALLY, IT'S THE FUCKING BATTERY THAT'S GOT SOMETHING WRONG WITH IT.
ARGHSZSZXS, I WAS REPLYING MSG HALF WAY EH!
STILL TYPING LUH, HAVEN'T EVEN SEND YET.
THEN, DIE LIAOSZXSZ. WAHLAO!
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.
NO MOOD TO BLOG ALREADY LA!
T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T

2007-07-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

I feel like blogging. But I'm lazy-.-
Okayyyyy. Errrrrrrrrr.
Let me think what to blog.
Oh yesssssss, tdy school sucks.
Okay, actually it was because I had fucking headache.
The pain was really hell,
till I cried-.- Gosh.
Okay lah, I know it's kinda exxagerating.
But, it was really fucking pain lahszxs.
It's kinda like internal injury?
Press already, very pain-.-
Okay, I ate two panadols.
And thank God, chinese teacher allowed me to rest.
If not, I'd have killed myself.
And yeah, I realised that chapter 8 is much easier than 5,6,7.
Heh, that's newwww! Okay.
English lesson was great, as usual.
And damn, Literature wasn't good at all.
It was super boring, and you can't sleep.
You can't do anything else, but just Literature.
Gosh, the teacher is 'WOW'.
Okayyy, nvm. Art was just as whatever as usual.
Andddd, how I wish that I was artistic D:
Okay, skipped remedial cause of headache.
Went to Bugis, okay. I know I shouldn't.
But Alicia had to go alone if I'm not gonna accompany her.
So well, cabbed home after school. Bathed, and went to Cwp.
Wanted to buy the Cavana's cheeseballs.
But, don't haveeeee. So yeah, MRT-ed to Bugis.
Reached there, got everything she wanted.
And we're done by 4.15pm. Gosh, how fast we were.
So well, went to Teenage Cafe to rest.
And then, went back to Woodlands.
Passed Marcus his birthday present at Cwp.
Saw alot of people, that I wasn't supposed to see.
And yeap, had Sakae for dinner.
Went back home, bathed and tv-ed.
Gosh, if tmr I'm gonna kill myself D:
It's like what the hell lazxzszx.
And the panadol are not helping much.
OKAYYYY. MY PARENTS ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT SOME SHIT THINGY.
SO YEAH, BYEEEEEEEEE. TAKECARE ALL.
ILOVEYOUUU!

2007-07-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLOOOO :D
Okay, tdy school was as usual.
And yayyy! Science Teacher didn't come AGAIN.
My wish came trueeeee :)
Wow, heh. Okayy.
Went to eat at Horizon at uh, 3plus?
Yeah, tdy was not fun at all.
All of us were gawdamn queit.
Fuck, not like the hyper us.
Who go around laughing like nobody's business.
Andddddd, we're so gawdamn lifeless.
Everyday after school, eat at Cwp and home.
Damn, can someone find something for us to do?
Hm, went studying anyway.
Couldn't get much into my head.
And, I wasn't studying.
I was doing homework. Yeap.
And wow, nothing really came out at the end of the day.
Lol, I know I'm whatever lah okayyy.
And Davidddddd!
Stop being so irritating, dumb X:
Okay, I said nothingggg.
Lala, and tdy I was brain dead okay!
Not cause I'm really dumb-.-
Anddddd, I could have win you.
But cause of my brain that was dead, I lost okayyyy.
So yeah, SHUT UP and GET A LIFE X:
Lalala :D Okokayyy. Byebyebye.
LuRrbEeSzZxZxZsZxszXS GIRLFRIENDSZSZXS :D
~~And I love you :D~~

2007-07-08T10:55:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog, then I decided not to.
Sorry.
FUCK LIFE, I HATE IT.

2007-07-07T22:40:00.001+08:00

2007-07-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

EH WOW!
I REALISED THAT I'VE GOT HOMEWORK FOR EVERY SUBJECT, EXCEPT PE-.-
KILL ME PLEASE, SOMEBODY. DAMN.
AYE, WHY ARE TEACHERS SO MEAN NOWADAYS?
GOSH. OKAYOKAY.
BYEBYEBYE :D
IT'S O7O7O7 :]
LOVEEE!

2007-07-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

I didn't blog ytd. Lazy and tired.
And I don't rememeberrr what happen ytd.
I only know ytd very tired-.-
Sleep at 11pm? Wow.
Sorry David, by the time you called me.
I was already fucking asleep :X
Kinda forced myself to wake up tdy luhzszxszx.
Anddd, tdy school was rather okay.
Hm, let me think what did I do tdy.
Assembly tdy was dumb.
Alicia saw me and she went : OI, CHAO CHEE BYE-.-
Okay, there's a story behind it one! :D
And, I shall not tell youuuuu :X
First lesson was Art.
We'd already missed 3omins of it.
Cause the assembly was uber long tdy.
And, I did some lame shit.
Okay, was Science then.
Yay, my group's graph thingy passed!
And there was no mistakesssss :D
Praise meeee! xD
Okay, whatever.
Had recess then, was kinda noisy.
Anddddd, went back to class.
I was caught together w YanQi, Alicia, Eliza, LiPing, Jesline and alot more.
And can you believe it?!
Ivy DIDN'T get caught. Damn.
Went back to class and it was History.
My history textbook was in the locker.
And I got sent out of class for not bring textbook-.-
Had Chinese then. Finally did my zhou ji xD
School endddd! Yayyy.
Cabbed over to Cwp, bought bubble tea.
Then, buy already. Felt like eating at Pastamania.
Dang, I bought Oreo Coffee Ice Blended eh! -.-
Anyway, had Creamy Chicken :D
Then, walk walk around. And I went homeeeee :)
Reached home, bathed and I had already changed into outing clothes.
Then, I decided to comp. Come already, fucking tired.
Went to sleep :X Lala. Alicia callled me around 5plus?
Yeah, I was asleep xD Heh, woke up around 8plus? :D
Watched tv and did nothing much already.
Dang, I miss you laaa ):
Okay, JiaNing should shut up.
Dang, I miss you I miss you I miss you -.-
I'm feeling sleepy again-.- Hahaha.
Okayokayokay. BYEBYEBYE.
Love, not. It's LurRbEesZxSzxzsz :D
For all my dearest blind humans who can't seeeee :)

2007-07-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Tdy was thriple wow :D
School was quite okay (:
And some lame things happened during FT.
Shall not go into it. Cause I'm lazy :X
Then, Maths. Wow.
What Simultaneous Linear Equations shit stuff.
I'm like I can't even understand the chapter 5,6,7;
And you're telling me that we're going on to chapter 8.
Thats' really WOW.
Recess was rather retarded. Yeap.
Was kinda hyper tho.
And, went back for English and Chinese.
I almost killed myself during Chinese.
It's like super noisy and my ears fucking painful /:
And then, the class is like super duper noisy.
Then had lunch, rather queit tho.
Went back to class, and was Music.
We had to group ourselves into 8 groups.
Anddddddd, we had such a time ' quarreling ' we to be with.
Hahaha, like small kids uh :D Okayyy.
So I was w YanQi, Eliza, Willy and Bryan.
And errrrrrr, Eliza was kinda forced to be w us? Haha.
Went up to Music room. And Bryan was the leader!
Wow, did nothing actually.
And we're supposed to do a summary thingy about our drama-.-
Okay, went back to class and had Science.
Mr Than was late for 15mins!
And yay, we did group work.
We had to draw graphhhhhhhsssssss.
And, school just ended like that.
Oh yes, I had two hours of detention for skipping remedial w no valid reasons.
But I served one hour tdy.
Cabbed over to Cwp w Eliza, Mavis and Ivy.
Met David then. Studied awhile. And went back home arnd 5plus?
Yeap, changed and went w him to find WenJie and blahx2.
And thriple wow, some stuffs happened.
Ard 8plus, went down to Admiralty.
WenJie ate at the KFC and birdx2? came to find WenJie.
Then, there was this guy who was sitting opposite me and that's behind WenJie at another table.
Suddenly, fall on the floor! And he was kinda seh?
Guess he took drugs? Yeah.
When he sat up, there was blood on his forehead.
THRIPLE WOW :x Anyway, I kinda xia dao?
Yeah, then birdx2? was saying some lala stuffs :)
Yeap, after WenJie and birdx2? eat.
Walkeddddd over to 888plaza.
Took bus there and WenJie, MingHui and birdx2? went over to the court there.
Yeap, while waiting for bussssssss.
Was talking about chup thingys.
Yeah, kinda whatever? Heh.
And tdy hor, David very guailan :X
Okayyyyy, reached homeeeeee.
And compppppp. Okay, byebyebye.
Love, not. Loveszxzszxzs :D

2007-07-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

YESYESYES! :X
another 1o more posts than 3ooth post alr.
hahaha, okay. just being lame :D
anyway, tdy i'm veryyyyyy happyy :D
don't ask why, cause i'm not telling you! :X
lalala. okayyyyy.
so er, ytd talk on the line was meaningful.
haha, not. crap alot ytd.
went to sleep at almost 1am.
yeap, like gonna die when i was in school.
okayyyyyyyyy, i'm lazy alr (:
byebyebye. i just wanted to update but no idea what to update.
i know why alrrrrrr, so great :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
byeeeeee. love :)

2007-07-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

yay. ytd was great. heh.
so er, met david around 2plus, i think.
can't remember alr.
went cwp, didn't know what to do.
called xiang, ask him want come out anots.
then david call leonard, i think.
went down pastamania to find leonard they all.
then, they just eat finish and xiang was coming.
went to titanic? gladys, jiamin, ray, jason?, me and david.
then, at there crapcrap abit.
xiang come. then david and xiang bully me tgether.
lol :X take my phone bu yao return-.-
okay la, ended up still return. haha.
went back to cwp and bought bubble teaaaaaa.
then, went up to 3rd floor, i think.
and then, slack down thereeeeeeee.
xiang and david down there play w the bottle cap.
very funny la can.
and, i think ahtong call david.
ask him want go fragrant play bball anots.
then me, xiang and david go down fragrant.
reached there, sit down there like idiot like that :X
thanks to xiang and david who ps-ed me :X jking laaaaa.
okay, then went over to admiral garden w jason, ahtong, weixiang, david and meeeeee.
met waisiong { like finally? } and xavier.
thenthenthen, they play bball again.
and they play keep laughing want.
went back home arnd 1o3o.
xiang and david sent me homeeeeee :D thanksss.
then, arnd 12plus? talk on the phone w david until 1am, i think.
went to sleep, and tdy wake up arnd 5 times?
yeah, so like zzz-.- anyway, woke up at 1115.
went to call david and the house phone was madddddd.
yeap, then msg david ask him call me.
and then, he call me. talk less than 5mins?
then his phone also mad :X
lol, then watch kids central awhile.
anddddddddddddd, HI-5 is backkkkk :D
okay, then errrr. went out and 12plus almost 1. should be.
then, walk arnd looking for place to study.
went to MOS, library, civic macs and back to MOS, finally.
yeap, studied alone for errr, 3hours?
and then, xavier + david came down to find me.
xavier say NA cleverer than express blahx2 shit.
and i told him to do my maths problem, lolxzszxzszx.
then, he and david do until like wna die like that :X
hahahha, andandand. xavier like wna cry -.-
okayyyyy, went over to admiral garden.
met alot of people, but all don't know ders.
then they play bball agains :X
and went over to admiralty macs.
sat down there, they talking. and i also don't understand.
so yeah, kinda like idiot :D
and then, went back around 9o2 :D
yeap, reached homeeeeeeeee, bathed and here i am! :D
so yes, thats' two days post.
and tmr is school againszxzszxz /:
oh yesssss, alot of people have been quarrelling w family humans uh.
including meeeeeee.
aye, i keep telling myself don't quarrel alr luh.
but, still the same.
i also tell people ard me, don't quarrel w family.
but, very difficult lorh.
trying my best alr lurhszxzszxzs -.-
anyway, just TRY not to quarrel la actually :)
oh wow, my favourite date is comingggggg!
this saturday, o7o7o7 :]
i do hope that, that day is gna be awesomeeee.
and blahblahblahhhhhhhhhhhh :D:D:D:D::D:D:D:D:D
lalala, okay laaaaaaaaaaszxzszxzszx.
byebyebyeeeeeeeeee~ :D
withlove, ~~fuckerrrrrrrr~~! :D jking.
okay la, really going alrd. byeeeeeeeeee!
with love, girlfriends and blahssssssssss.

2007-07-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

aye, why do you make it sound like as tho i came back at 1am.
or even didn't came home.
no point telling you all these,
when the result is the same right?
in the end, you'll still scold me right?
so yeah, tell me what's the point?
i'm still getting scold either way.
i know i know,
i can't be compared to your so-called-pwincess narhszszxs.
but hey, i'm a human also.
and i'm your daughter too alright.
andandand, don't use daddy to threaten me.
why do you make it seems like as tho i'm worthless in your eyes.
i keep telling myself don't talk back to you.
but, you keep making me talk back.
i remember what daddy say okay.
and i really don't wna quarrel/talk back or whatever whatever.
but you keep forcing meeeeeee, get it?
i'm not a superhero or a heartless kid.
i've feelings can. you really make me feel like i'm worthless.
and i think i've done alot of studying for my fucking studies alright.
i know i'm lousy in studies la.
but why you keep talking about it?
not like as tho i never try right?
aye, your problem laaaaaaaa.
i don't care alr.

2007-06-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

Heyyyy! :D
First, I was kinda lazy to blog.
Second, I'm really really lazy to blog.
Third, I'm really really super lazy to blog.
Fourth, the list goes on and on :D
Anyway, school have been great.
So well, don't worry for meee:D
But, family matters not so good.
Aye, I keep quarreling w my mum.
Like tdy in the car when going home.
Super zzz can.
Mum: Can on the air-con anot?!
Me: I open window cause very smelly.
Mum: Go take taxi la!
Me: What for so angry? Not I make spoil your specs also, scold me for what?
Mum: *keeps queit*
Me: And also, don't like durian also nothing wrong.
Mum: *stops the car* Go take taxi la!
Me: * keeps queit *
Okay, I didn't keep queit cause I've nothing to say.
It was because of some things that my dad told me.
I shut up, I don't wna quarrel w her.
Oh yes, ytd was not great at all.
1o reasons why.
1st: I was almost late for school; thank God I wasn't.
2nd: I realised that Geog project and Science proposal form not done and had to be handed in.
3rd, Chapel had to end 15mins late; it was alr 1.3opm.
4th, we had to go for some quiz shit thing and ended school at 2pm.
5th, I had to wait for a bloody cab for like at least 15minutes and the taxi driver was so not friendly.
6th, Bestie had to have mood swings and really bad mood.
7th, got ps-ed.
8th, saw GuanYi, blahx2
9th, blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhs.
1oth, Bestie fell asleep while on the line w me.
Bad enough? -.-
Anyway, Bestie told me some things.
And blahblahblah.
So er, Bestie; cheerup :) I'm always thereeeeeee! Takecare.

Maybe, I've never realised.
But I guess I'm really blessed?
Maybe, maybe not.
Seeing all my friends around me.
Having to face all the crap given by family, friends or boyfriends.
Well, lucky for me.
I don't have a boyfriend and that's the last thing I yearn for.
Family, they don't really give me much stress.
And I thank God for my family being complete.
And even my two cousins for adding life into my family.
Friends, they aren't that blahx2 as what I think.
So yes, to all my dearest girlfriends.
Thanks a million! (:
And yes, of course. How could I ever forget bestie and bestfriend.
Thanks alot bestie, for being there when I was down.
And bestfriend, for never failing to put a smile on my face.
I promise all my friends, I'd be there to lend a listening ear when you need me.
Yes, I know I might never be able to help you.
But I know I'd listen to you, so yeah. I'm always there, not 24hours.
But maybe, just 18hours?
Whatever it is, just know that I'd be thereeee.
Anyway, I doubt I'd blog for another few days :D
Try and blog whenever I can :)
I'm mugging alrr! :X
Love.

2007-06-26T18:23:00.000+08:00

YES! :D Going to be the 3ooth post soon.
But it's gonna be 14 posts laterrrrrr.
HAHA. So yes, anyway.
Tdy, school was AWESOME :D
Wellllllllllll, Maths was just slacked.
And then we had Science, Mr Thomas Than.
Yeah, andandand, Willy's side got cut!
But obviously that wasn't the point,
Cause just few minutes before Mr Koa came in.
Willy just announced that his side was long.
And, Bryan's hair DID NOT get cut.
So anyway, for Science. We had some discussions about our project.
Practically, my whole group was brain-dead.
Okay, then Recess cameeeee.
After eating, Eliza, YanQi and me,
We started the topic: Is tofu catagorised under vegetables?
We ' argued ' like kukus.
And we asked people around us. Yeah, and they gave us -.- look.
Went back to class and was Chinese.
I was getting sleepy and fucking irritated by the bloody weather.
So yeah, I slept awhileeeeeeeeee.
To add on to the already-boring-enough-mood, Mdm Rozi had to come in for Geography.
Which obviously, nobody looked like as though they're listening.
But, the more fun part was the so called group work.
So yeah, YanQi, Eliza, Alicia, Me, Willy + Byan {Bryan} = group 1.
Okay, that's what happened when're bored.
So anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
We started getting crazy cause we're REALLY bored.
We started playing the passing game.
We copied Bryan's funny actions.
And everyone looked dumb.
And, that Willy had to start the drawing game cause' Bryan didn't want to play the passing game.
At first, we just drawed each other's hand as the passing game.
Then, someone { I forgot who } started anyhow drawing.
Yessssss, and Bryan was the most sickening.
He drawed my hands like 3 lines with some idiotic markers.
Andddddddd, the lines is like 8 to 1ocm longggggg? -.-
And the colours is like BRIGHT ORANGEEEEEEEEEE.
Then, our so called work is like shit.
Yeah, under the resources category we've shit.
Under the waste category also have shit.
Like -.-, everything also shit. Don't know why.
Then, we had English, Mr Chia.
Okay, I shall not go on to English.
Cause' I think it's really boring.
So er, after that was Lunch.
Yeap, went to locker to arrange the books.
Cause' everything inside looks like some tornado just went in and rape the whole hell thing.
So yeah, went up to class to put our books.
And Eliza + me went to the toilet to try and wash off the ' drawing '.
But, it wasn't successful.
Okay, then YanQi, Mavis, Ivy + BLAHBLAH came.
And some lame things happenedddddddd.
Then, went back to locker to put some things.
And went to class. Saw Bryan and Willy doing some stupid things.
Not long later, Cheong came in.
And hell, Maths Diagnostic Test.
I almost killed myself. The test was really difficult.
And I can't understand a single shit.
I only got 9/50! -.- Imagine this was the EOY paper.
I think I'd dieeeeeee.
So yeah, left around 3,
Waited for cab for like 15 to 2o mins?
Yeap, reached Cwp.
Went to Macs to eat and then, slacked around.
And went homeeeeee!
Oh yessssss, ytd night was great.
Heh, was on the line with Bestie.
And, kinda think about the past.
Haha, he said there was one incident.
When we talked on the phone for 18hours!
And I couldn't remember a single thing about it.
Until, he told me everything that happened on the day.
And finally, I can remember ONE part only.
Haha, sorry laaaaaaaaaaaa, Bestie. I really can't remember.
Anyway, this is veryyyyyyyy longggggggggg.
Okay, byebyebyeeeeeeee. Loveloveloveeeeeeeee:D

2007-06-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hello. Bye.
I'm posting for the sake of posting :D
WithLoveeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-06-24T12:46:00.000+08:00

Bestie.
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
I know I shouldn't have said all those things to you.
Sorry, I know that nothing I say now can make up to your hurt.
But please, I don't want to lose you.
No matter what you're gonna change to;
I'll still love you as before.
I promise with everything I've got.
I will be there with you always.
I want you to stay by my side forever.
If you do, I promise I'll stay by you also.
But please, don't leave me okay.
I won't leave you no matter what.
And to me, you're not rubbish.
You never will be, okay.
And nobody is unworthy of anyone okay.
So there's no such thing as unworthy of me alright.
Please, I don't want to hear such things anymore okay.
And don't do all that to yourself anymore, please.
You do all these, you make yourself numb.
But I feel pain in me.
Boy, I really don't wanna lose you alright.
I'm sorry for making me cry for me.
Sorry for everything I said and done.
I didn't think of how you feel but only me.
Now I think back, I feel like I'm the selfish one.
Even if you want to say who's unworthy of who.
I'm the one who's unworthy of you.
I'm very very very very very sorry, Bestie.
Please, don't do all those stuffs to yourself already okay?
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
I mean every word I say.
So please, Bestie.
Don't leave me alone, cause I know I can't live without you.
I love you Bestie.
Don't ever ever ever leave me alone please.
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2007-06-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Oh wow.
Tdy was just not my day.
First, I was planning to go NightSafari.
But, ended up. My parents don't wna go.
Cause they say hen late thn whatever whatever shit.
Right, so yeah. Since I could not go Night Safari.
I wanted Swensens. So yeap, went over to Cwp.
And yay, the carpark was fucking full.
Yeap, so I didn't get my Swensens toooooo.
Rah, and I'm sorry to Alex for not replying his message.
I'm kinda lazy to reply :X
Anyway, thanks to Weixiang.
You made me smiled/laughed again; you rock. I love you bestfriend! :D
Bestie, I love you too.
But pretty please, don't make me shed a tear for you anymore?
Thanks bestie :]
Sheryl, thanks girl.
For tdy, yes. I love you.
And you don't think too much too alright? :)
Cheer up tgether! :D

I thought I could fuck care, but I guess I'm wrong.
I know I still care ALOT.
Bestie, I love you. I really do.
I know in my heart, you're way much more important than other people.
I keep telling myself that no way. I'm can't give up so much for you.
Yet, unknowingly. I keep doing it.
Bestie, do you know how important you're to me now?
I hope you do. With love, my dearest bestie.

2007-06-23T13:06:00.000+08:00

If I could choose, I'd want back SecOne life.
Where life has never been so stressful for me.
Time and time again, I keep going emo.
SecOne really was so carefree.
I only cried once last year.
Last year, I even thought that cutting hands was just something to gain attention.
But this year, it took a total change.
I keep going emo, and my tears flowed non-stop.
And even the slightest things that he can do.
I even leave home, and cut my hands.
I shut myself out from everyone else.
Off-ed my phone, so that no one can get me.
I can't believe this is me.
I feel like it really isn't me.
Fuck. I hate life.

2007-06-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

WHERE ARE THOSE HUMANS WHO SAID THEY WOULD BE HERE FOR ME?
FUCK, I HATE THEM!
I HATE LIFE.
THEY KEEP SAYING THEY'D BE HERE.
BUT NOW, THEY'RE NOT HERE.
WTF, I REALLY HATE IT!
WLEH, FUCK THEM ALL!
I FUCKING WISH THERE'S SOMEONE I CAN TRUST AND WHO WOULD LISTEN TO ME.
FOR JUST ONE FUCKING DAY, 24HOURS.
FUCK, I REALLY HATE LIFE! ):):):):):):):):
HATE LIFE, FUCKING HATE IT.
I WISH I COULD DIE!
REALLY DIEEEE, KILL MYSELF.
I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE AROUND ME!
FUCK THEM ALL.
LIARS! ALL OF THEM ARE LIARS.
I REALLY WISH THERE'S SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO ME.
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HATE LIFE, LIFE SUCKS TO THE MAX.
I DON'T WANT ANYMORE OF THE NONSENSE.
WHEN YOU SAY YOU'D BE THERE ALWAYS.
YOU PEOPLE ARE LIARS.
FUCK LIFE! ):

2007-06-22T03:57:00.000+08:00

OKAY, I know I'm getting irritating.
Cause this's the 3rd post within 2hours.
Anyway, I watched a video on Debra's blog.
And I think you all should watch it.
Gosh, I think she's really pretty.
And it was a stranger who killed her.
The stranger could have died 0987654321234567890 thousand times.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=EYppbbbSxjc

Okay, now I really am going to sleep :D
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I could have asked for one more chance to love you, but I know you don't belong to me ): I love you. And forever will.

2007-06-22T03:23:00.000+08:00

Your Love is Represented by a White Rose
While you may or may not be totally naive, you do approach love with an eternal innocence.
You love like you've never been hurt.
And you put all your faith in your partner.
Your philosop hy on love is: be honest and be yourself.
What Rose Represents Your Love?

You are White Chocolate.
You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent.
Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you.
You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated!
What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Are a Natural Beauty!
You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup.
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though.
You have style, but for you, style is effortless.
What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream
A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.
What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You Are Very Happy Being Single
You're not anti-relationship.
You just don't need one to be content.
You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is.
And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!
Are You Happy Being Single?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way.
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to.
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets.
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
What Do Guys Like About You?

You Are Pretty Happy
You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy.
You just need to figure out what it is!
How Happy Are You, Really?

Your Birthdate: June 6
For you, love is a natural progression from friendship.
You are almost always friends first.
In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest.
You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt.
You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

I find it really true.
So far, all my ex-boyfriends started of as friends and even close friends.
Then, to boyfriends.
And yes, I'm still friends with my ex-boyfriends.
Oh wow, 4 true loves.
Tsk, I guess I'll have many boyfriends in the future?
Well, getting my heart broken is not a big deal.
So yeah, it doesn't really matters.

Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
What's" Your Love Style?

Okay, this is what happens when I'm bored.
And yet, don't wanna go sleep.
Right, okay.
Now, I'm going to sleep :)
FuckLove :D

~~* I'm just gna count how many days Bestie is not gna msg me ): *~~

2007-06-22T02:36:00.000+08:00

Past two days was awesome.
I practically shopped till I drop.
Thanks daddy & mummy!
And my sisters for giving opinions on the clothes and stuffs.
Yeap, I know my legs were giving way.
But, my mind told me to go on.
Cause I was gna see more stuffs that I liked.
Okay, rubbish. But I really bought alot of stuffs already.
Tsk, my mum says " Don't needa buy anymore clothes till EOY "
Okay, she's just being kua zhang. Yeah.
Anyway, I'm thinking if I should close my blog again.
Yeap, cause I think nobody's reading or anything.
Well, see how.
I've been sleeping at like 3am everyday.
I don't know why either. Gosh, I get up at 1oam then.
Fuck, I really hate it.
And like school's 2days away.
Oh wow, hate it.
I'm still not in the 'back-to-school mood'
Die, and there's gna be hell lots of attire checks.
Yeah, fuck. Oh well, whatever.
Blog again next time.

Bestie): Where're you? I tried not to msg you again, tdy. Efforts going t the drain soon. Cause' I think I can't take it anymore. It's only three fucking days. Hell, I miss you damn lot ): ): ): ): ): *

2007-06-21T01:51:00.000+08:00

~~This is the fourth time ):~~
I know I'm irritating and what whatever.
But something for you t know,
you're really important t me.
I think I can't live without you.
So even, every tiny little things you do,
can make me happy or cry.
Please. don't give me empty promises.
Cause I'd wait till morning if you said you'd call me.
And, don't treat me cold or whatever; please.
You're the only person I trust the most.
You really really x1234567 mean alot t me.
Time and time again, I lie t myself;
Since it was a promise you made t me.
And now I know, I can't lie t myself anymore.
Cause the truth is there.
You lied t me twice in a row.
And I made myself so tired.
So that I'd fall asleep straight away when I lie on the bed.
So that I won't think of you when I lie on my bed.
So that I wouldn't think of messaging you.
So that I could make myself believe that you're busy, cause you didn't msg me.
Now I know, how unimportant I am.
I'd never be someone important right.
Yeah, t you; it's nothing.
But t me, you're almost my everything.
I guess, altho you ain't my boyfriend.
But I know, you're way more important than anyone else.
Cause I thought, you'd be the one for me.
Accompanying me and keeping your promises.
But I guess I was wrong.
How hard I tried not to msg you tdy.
And how much I wish you'd msg me, but you never did.
I think I took out my phone at least 3o times tdy.
Just t see if you'd msg me.
How much effort I put in, t tell myself.
Don't msg you. Fuck, I give up on myself.
Tdy, I know how important you're t me.
And t think, I cried for you.
Yes, I did. But, you'd never care, don't you?
Never mind, I know life's like this.
But why did it had t come so fast?
I really don't know how come you become so important.
If I knew this day would come.
I'd rather we be just normal friends.
And I never had t give up myself for you.
Now, I don't know when the words you say are lies or truth.
I guess, none of them seems t be the truth.
How I wish it's the truth.
Really, you just mean too much t me.
I think, you'd never know how I feel.
And, I'd never know how you feel.
If you asked me questions,
I'd think of the best way t answer;
So that you'd not be hurt by what I say.
But, you never did once try t do that, right?
Maybe, I shouldn't care about you anymore.
And I really hope I can.
But, even if you was t give me the rest of my life t forget you.
I guess I'd never be able t do it.
I think, until the day I lie in the coffin.
Then only, I might be able t forget you.
If this was the only one, I wish I was dead now.
Cause, the pain is really too much.
I hate this feeling, I really do.
I know you'd never read this.
But, I still wna let you know.
You can never be replaced in my heart.
You're my one and only _________________ .
I really can't live without you.
So please, don't leave me behind.
I'm gonna be contented, even just t see your msg.
I'm really am. But now, you wouldn't even msg me.
I ain't smiling cause of you.
I'm tearing cause of you.
DON'T YOU EVER REALISE HOW IMPORTANT YOU'RE TO ME?!
I really wonder, do I love you or do I hate you.
Love you for being there for me always, love you for your everything.
Hate you cause you always don't wna care about me.
Hate you cause you don't seems t bother.
Tell me what do I do now.
I'm lost, anyone guide me please?
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2007-06-20T04:28:00.000+08:00

~~Dumb as it seems,~~
Yet; I'm happy.
I don't know why.
Why can I just sit by the phone whole night.
Just for you call, cause you said so.
And yes, you promised t meet up with me.
And I agreed, altho you said you would find me at midnight.
Like what I said, you wouldn't.
But since you promised me, I took it.
Yet, you didn't.
Maybe, that wasn't the worst thing.
The worst thing was, you didn't keep your promise.
I lie t myself again and again.
Once, twice, thrice.
I kept lying t myself.
Thinking that since you promised, you would do it.
But why. Of everything you could play with,
Why play with my trust towards you.
Don't you know how important you're t me.
Yet, you keep making me cry time and time again.
I really don't know when are the truth and when are the lies.
Maybe, never once it was the truth.
All along, it was lies.
Maybe, you said all those things.
Just to get me away from you. I really don't understand.
How funny it seems.
No matter how much effort I put in,
It just doesn't go right.
Well, maybe. I'm wrong all along.
And I don't seem to be someone important, do I?
Well, I'm that unimportant and insignificant, do I?
So, I guess.
Even if I'm dead, perharps no one shall bother anymore.
Cause, it doesn't makes a difference right.
Right, I think I really don't matter anymore.
No matter who is it, ~~Bestie or Girlfriends~~.
Or even just friends.
Whatever, I shall not bother anymore.
It's just gonna be a different me.
Someone who's not me.
I hate it, I really do ):
Friends are all leaving one by one.
Fuck love, fuck friendship, fuck everything! ):

2007-06-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

I wanted t upload photos.
But, I'm sick of the Blogger and Photobucket.
So yeah, sorry :D
But anyway, I've created a slideshow on the pictures.
Yeah, so you might wna go and have a look :)
BUT BUT BUT!
I'm ugly in the picture, but Alicia is not.
So yeah, anyway. LINK : http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?source=ppsl&instanceid=73861756
Alright, ytd was great.
Thanks girlfriend :]
Gone, takecare all.
With Love,

2007-06-19T02:30:00.000+08:00

Yesyesyes,
I think I've grown up within this one month.
Great, isn't it?
I know there ain't anyone else I can trust.
Other than those who were with me for this month.
Yes, cause I think I know who are my true friends.
This month, it might have been a great month.
But, no. It turned out quite badly.
Yet, never mind. At least, I do learn something new.
Whatever it is, I know I've grown up.
A different term I'm gna see it.
Yes, studies always come first.
To do a revision everyday, is what I'm gna do.
No matter who's gna do it with me, or am I gna do it alone.
Yes, I'm gna prove it to my parents.
That I can do well in my studies.
And I'm not a little girl anymore.
WithLove,

2007-06-18T03:18:00.000+08:00

ytd was great.
had breakfast at thomson.
cut my hair, went down t jurong.
ice skating. yes, it was really great.
haven't skate for this long before.
i was kinda reluctant at first.
but, somehow. i went in.
yes, darn angry at my sis.
she wna come, yet never bring money-.-
anyway, was kinda -.- at first.
but after that, i had fun.
thanks cousins, you always rock.
tday was supposed t be an outing with girlfriends t etp.
at first, was gg. but didn't wna go at last.
thank goodness i wasn't gg.
if not, i'll be dead.
yes, cause i'm meeting them at 1o.4oam.
why such a weird timing, i don't know :)
so yes, sorry girlfriends.
alright, it's 3.18am.
yes, and bestie is asking me t go sleep alrd.
so, bye. takecare all.
with love, bestie & girlfriends.

2007-06-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes!
finally :D
shall not say what is it (:
tell you when it happens, heh.
hey, bestie rocks!
he really really does.
alright, nothing t blog alrd.
so yes, bye.
with love, Y

2007-06-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

bestie :)
i never seems t know what you're think abt?
but nvm, i'll try my best.
and something you should know.
you can NEVER be replaced.
cause you're my extraordinary dearest bestie.
yes, no matter how close i seems t be with other people.
you're always on my mind.
you're really important t me.
so even tiny little things you say,
it might just brighten up my whole day.
or those hurting stuffs you say.
it just hurts me.
yes, that's how important you're t me.
maybe, i've been too dependent on you.
but i know, you're someone i can't live without.
without you, i guess i will never be able t survive till tday.
yes, you're really important t me alright.
so please, don't ever think that i could simply find someone and replace you in my heart.
cause i can never do that.
you're my one and only extraordinary dearest bestie, david lee.
i love you, my dearest bestie! :)

2007-06-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

Past few days was great.
Thanks bestfriend<3
Bye. No love. No misses.

2007-06-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

sorry everyone.

2007-06-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

i don't understand.
did i treat you people badly?
i think no.
and, when i was attached; i don't think i forgot about you people.
why do you people made me feel like as tho i'm a subsitute.
for you people when you're single.
i hare it ): i really do.
what i promised just few days ago, i broke it.
sorry ): but i can't take it anymore.
it feels like as tho i'm nothing.
maybe, i really am nothing.
sorry to have interupted your lifes.
i don't like it this way.
bye, i ain't gna be a subsitute anymore.

2007-06-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

Hello. Sunday and ytd was great.
Yeap, I really mean great.
One of the greatest holidays& time spent wisely(:
Maybe, not.
Anyway. Some were over at my house.
Yeap, and we played gambling.
Illegal gambling. Haha.
Houyee, Sheryl, Jkay, Eugene, YongKang & Wensheng.
Yeh, this were the few over on Sunday.
They came over at night. And uh, played mahjong.
Poker cards. Yeap, named it. We've played it.
Right, we played until we almost died.
Yes, thanks to Yongkang.
Who invented some bloody lame game.
Yeap, shall not go into too much (:
Yes, had a LONG chat with Wensheng.
Haha, like what I always think(:
Haha, for you to find out & for me to know!
Get it ? :D
And yes, ytd everyone was very blur & tired.
We made alot of mistakes in our talking.
And this YongKang keep disturbing! -.-
He keep catching our mistakes and still can make story!
Zzz, he is like super lame! But yeh, he's funny.
Oh well, great day ytd :D
Didn't sleep whole night! Yesyesyes! I'm pro xD
HAHA! :D Sunday and ytd; I only sleep like 5hours?
I think, if I'm not wrong.
Oh yes! I still have to get Jocelyn's present tmr.
Right, anyone wna go with me to town? :X
Haha, kinda -.- So damn early wake up to go town.
Dieeeee jianing dieeeeeee~
Right, I guess I'm just getting a lil' restless alrd.
Yeap, so yes. Bye! xD
Takecare all. Much loves.
Plenty of misses to Girlfriends(:
Yes, I miss you girls loads. Meet up soon please.

Weixiang: Thanks a million. Maybe, not a million. Just alot alot alot alot of thanks to you. For making my every day so happy. Yes, bestfriend rocks. Even tho, I bully you { :X } , yes. But always remember, I'm here & I know you're there for me(: I promise I won't be unhappy alright. So you also must be veryveryvery happy okay! :D Bestfriend, I love you (:

I need the past back badly ):
Gone, cause I'm not me.
I need time. I want love.
And I know I'm not gna trust anymore.
Fuck /: Sorry ):
I don't want the past, I need the future.
I don't know what's up with me. Sorry ):

2007-06-09T18:55:00.000+08:00

edited/}
i know what i miss about the past.
haws, the times i fooled arnd.
together with yanqi, mavis & ivy.
when we were without boyfriends.
right, and the times.
okay, shut up jianing :]
like what i've said.
the past is not something i'm gna reminisced about.

hello.
just got bored.
and i looked thru my old testimonials.
haws, thinking of it.
dang, those typings we used to type.
gosh, it's damn -.-
haha, right.
i shouldn't think too much abt it.
haha :) wells, those testimonials.
gosh, too much memories /:
oh wells, nvm :D
haha. hm, i miss 6W2 lars.
CAN ANYBODY FROM 6W2 ORGANISE A GATHERING OR SOMETHING?! -.-
okay lars. i'm just bored :D
heyyy~ i suddenly miss the past.
when we ain't that close to the guys.
eh? what am i talking about?
right, nvm. i just know i miss the past.
hm, bestfriend alex is back from Mount,K! :D
and tday, bestfriend weixiang go malaysia for one day.
zzz, one come; one go-.-
eh? how cool. nvm, tday xiang come back alrd! xD
heh, but can't msg lehszx.
nvm, few more days later :]
okay lars, i go alrd. bye humans.
much loves, much misses! (:

Ycause i don't want the past to be reminisced;

2007-06-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

wahhh! ):
sad siah.
stupid weixiang go malaysia.
what yi ri you-.-
zzz, sian luh. nobody entertain meee.
nvm, he go one day onlyyyy! xD heh.
so er anyway.
gna come back to blogging. cause weixiang say he wna read-.-
don't know true anot, or just entertaining me.
haha. kay, anyway.
went over to my grandma's house tday.
to get my baby cousin's ass outta his house.
yeap, so walk walk walk.
at bukit panjang plaza.
thn, arnd 6plus, weixiang call me.
chat until arnd going to reach my grandma's house liaos.
thn, he say he wna go eat.
okay lorh, hang up.
and and and, he won't be back until tmr night ehhh!
woahs, very sad lorh):
nobody entertain me alrd!
don't anyhow think horh, weixiang is my bestfriend! :D:D
heh, okay la. i kinda lazy to update alrd :X
oh yes! i'm gna ton outside one dayyy!
asking weixiang, raymond& vid to accompany me.
but xiang & ray very dangerous.
hahaha! only they 3 know why :X
heh, shall not reveal too much info luh :]
anyway, i wna go to the zoo, jurong bird park, escape, wild wild wet, night safari & east coast park!
hahah, okay. too much places in mind :D
okay luh, byeeeeeeeee everyone!
much misses and loveees to everybody!
* anybody reading in the first place? *
haha, nvm. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

& now, i make a promise to myself.
never am i gna make anyone worry for me.
cause i don't need it. i know i'm big enough to takecare of myself.
i promise that i won't make anyone worry.
if i'm unhappy, i won't off my phone.
& make everyone can't contact me.
cause i know there's at least one person who cares(:
yeh, i'm never gna be emo again :D
heh, i'm not gna ___ myself ever again.
cause now i think back, i think it's dumb.
now, nothing is gna bring me down.
cause i've got my girlfriends & dearest bestfriends arnd.
& with them arnd, nothing is gna be difficult for me :]
girlfriends & bestfriends always rockkkkkks! :D

2007-06-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

my birthday cake:D:D

puzzle given by david, weixiang, raymond, sheryl, gladys, kaijing& waisiong
like this the most :D:D

winnie the pooh - mavis
eeyore bookmark - ivy
strawberry - guanyi
ice pop - alfrey

2007-06-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

i wanna grow
i wanna grow grow grow
i wanna grow
i wanna grow grow grow
i wanna smart
dunnoe liai
last is
thats why we will grow

twinkle twinkle little ning
how i wonder what u are
up abv the world so high
lyk a diamond in the sky
twinkle twinkle little ning .
how i wonder what u are =X

kookaburra jumps on jianing's head ,
jianing got angry and hit his leg ,
fly kookaburra fly kookaburra ,
u have no wings to fly

created by TAYWEIXIANG the LAMER NO.4
hahah. guess he was bored :D
cheers. WEIXIANG rockkkkks! :D:D
and he really rocks alottttttttttttttttttttttttttttt! :]
bestfriend david rocks too! heh ;D
much loves :)

2007-06-07T15:04:00.000+08:00

Xinni, Willy, Weixiang, Kaijing, Abigail, David, Kianhui, Mavis, Wensheng, Jesline, MarcusLee, Waisiong, GuanYi, Alicia, Joyce, Eliza, Houyee, Xueli, HuiTing, Michelle, Chinwei, Sheryl, Amanda, Yanqi, Rebekah, Jocelyn, Aida, Isabel, GekTeng, Haoren, AlanKuan, BrandonChing, Jason, Alfrey, Eden, Eric, Hongkit, Elaine, Leon, Maxine, Jeslin, Raymond, Gladys and lots more. Thanks to all of youuuuu! You guys made my day :D
Special thanks to Weixiang, Raymond and David! For accompanying me. And somemore, Weixiang kanna grounded. Sorry TAYWEIXIANG :] MUCH LOVES TO YOU ALL :D
Oh yes, thanks Sheryl, KaiJing, Raymond, Gladys, David, Weixiang & Waisiong for the puzzle :D It's really nice, thanks! Love the puzzle loads! :D:D:D

2007-06-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

I think this is gna be the last post.
I won't have anymre blog.
Cause nobody cares right.
So yeh, whats the point?
This fucking blog is for god-knows-what reason?
Fuck, nvm.
Gone in 2days.
Bye.

2007-06-01T17:01:00.000+08:00

hello.
i'm in the least excited for birthday,
don't ask why.
i hate life.
pooooffffffffs
life sucks to the core.
imma fucker.
random posting.

2007-05-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

hello humans.
okay, i'm not really in the mood to blog.
but yeh, i spent my days at home SLACKING.
from last thursday till tday.
finally, i got my ass outta the house.
yeh, watched Pirates of the Carribean with abi & yanqi.
okay, i almost died in there.
for me, it was kinda boring yeh.
and you have to sit in the cold place without food or drinks for bloody 3 hours.
with a movie that don't really entertains you much.
kay, how interesting right?
yep, after movie. had some finger food?
thn headed over to cwp.
cause yanqi needed to meet some people.
yeh, thn abi had to go.
and me yanqi slacked arnd in cwp okay.
yeh, walked arnd. talked about stuffs.
yep, she wanted to eat Jack's place & Sakae sushi.
how random.
haha, okay. stop this before i get really random.
thanks to god-knows-who's random-ness.
it's contagious. heh.
okaydokie. let's see wht else shall i blog about.
oh yes, i wna get my ass outta the house EVERYDAY!
yes, E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y ! :D
kay, that's practically impossible.
cause i'm really getting very very very x1234567890 lazy nowsaday! xD
random stuffs:D
potato chips are just some over-toasted stuffs whn they go inside your body. just take one chip and put it in the oven/toaster and you'll get wht i mean. it's disgusting. good for those who loves chips! xD heh.
soft drinks makes you grow old.
chocolates makes you fat.
sweets gives you diabetes.
so may i know? what shall i survive on?
shit? sorry for the vulgar word.
but yeh. nothing to survive on alrd?
think about it :) heh.
oh yes! the sweettalk bubble tea is so ex now!
$1.5o eh? for milk tea, ice blended, italian soda and so on.
get your ass down to cwp basment one and you'll know what i mean :]
hey, ever wondered why are humans evil?
and why ain't girls' brigade and boys' brigade joined?
and why are we living in the world?
hahah. just some random stuffs :D
yay! i'm fourteen soon!
in just 9 days time! heh :]
well, this was SUPPOSED to be done ytd.
but somehow, my internet crashed.
yay, how cool right? :]
i know. kay, my internet have been crashing every now and thn luh.
so uh, sorry humans.
kay, i know im gna stay home tday.
i JUST wrote that im gna get my ass out everyday.
but heh, no. tday im fucking lazy.
cause tday i kept waking up luh!
and i really mean keeeeeppppp.
i think i woke up arnd 1o times?
yeh luh! super -.-
kay, finally at arnd 9plus?
yep, got my ass up and went to the room to sleep!
yesyesyes! slept till arnd 12.33pm.
cause got thunder & music!
cool-.-
okay. im off! :D
byeeeeeeeeeee humans.

Yyou can always lie to the whole world, but you'll never get past yourself

2007-05-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

hello:D it's like 1:42am luh.
yeah, decided not to go school tday.
so i shall not waste my precious time sleeping!
heh:] so anyway. ytd stayed home cause there was parents meeting session.
yeap, and i got back my results.
ah, sucks like shit-.-
but i was very happy about the comments cheong wrote! xD
heh, anyway. here goes my results :D
english - 57.1 C5
chinese - 69.4 B3
mathes - 45.1 D7 { kay, i don't need comments on this }
science - 58.6 C5 { i passed for the first time! :D }
geography - 69.0 B3
history - 52.9 C6
literature - 43.0 E8
home econs - 53.0 C6
art - 66.0 B3
total - 514.1/900 { ahahah:D }
percentage - 57.1%
class position - 27/39
conduct - good
comments - Jianing demostrates ability to use positive influence over his/her peers. She builds loyalty in peers. She shows eagerness and capacity to learn and she shows maturity to balance her time between studies and CCA. She is responsible student & well-liked by the class.
hahah! cool rights(:
im proud tht my tcher wrote such good comments luh xD
heh, happy x1234567890
oh yesyesyes!
something weird have gotten into some guys.
hah, cause these humans suddenly msg/call me lah? yeh.
er, there was marcuslee, kianhui, alexong, bestfriend, wensheng?
yeh, how weird? -.-

______________{edited}_____________________________
i went to sleep at 4.3o luh :D
alright. here goes nothing :]

<s>i've been thinking real loads ever since you-know-what happens.
well, it's only right that things do happen.
but maybe it's a lil too much till i can't take it.
yeap, i don't know lah/:
i hope nothing much happens tho.
i shall smile & laugh and pretend that nothing is happening.
yeap, cause i know i can't do it.
no matter what, i'll can never replace her.
so yeh, what's the point of letting myself hurt whn i know you gna do it.
well, maybe let's put it in a way that im afraid to get hurt.
cause too much knowledge about you doesn't make me love you anymre.
it just makes me kinda scared of you?
yeh, sorry. cause i know it's no longer possible between us.

now that i know i can no longer love you.
i'll just let go. cause no matter how long i'm gna wait.
the truth is just there. & you'll never be mine again.
why must you be the one whom i can forget about.
whyyy? /: why must it be you?
why can't it be someone else?
oh fuck, i really hate you; do i?
maybe, it's my fault? cause i hurt you first.
and now, whn i finally found out i still love you.
after taking such a long ride, it's your turn to hurt me.
well, maybe i derserved it. but why must it be you?
i have half a year mre to forget you.
yeh, let's just pray hard tht i won't be in the same class as you next year.
i really don't want you in the same class as me.
but if tht one day come, whn you love me again.
i'll not hesitate to hold you by my side and hold you tight.
cause i know, i don't wna regret another time.

Y thats when i pretend like im okay.

2007-05-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

hellooooo ailens from the pluto :D
hm, yay! tday was great :P
lalala. hm, school totally don't rocks.
only the science center trip rocks more :]
uh, was caught by miss foo.
kay, i was super ugly with all my fringe up alrd.
thn, miss foo still say cannot have side fringe too.
wah, look like kuku like tht! ):
kay, went to the science center.
was the last class to reach tho.
& yeh, super funny when we were inside.
me& alicia went first mahs.
& there were alot of people lah!
like alot of kidssssssssssss, arghs.
thn, me& alicia follow ryan thy all mahs.
thn behind derhs, go wrong place.
me& alicia laughed like fuck!
kay, we went in. and everybody stared at us.
cause me &alicia kept laughing luh.
hm, sat down & the two don't know what talk very weird?
not long later, i heard alex talking.
thn he came in alone.
& everybody stared at him.
he looked kinda paiseh too :]
hahah. thn not long later, willy they all came in.
ahah, ivy was practically stamping her feet?
something like that tho xD
kay, thn we had some environment shit thingy.
yep, thn there's this treasure hunt?
me and alicia copied answers luh.
thn, we 2 walk arnd the science center.
like kukus like tht. never see before-.-
hahaha, but it was fun tho :D
heh, when going back that time.
big big big rain! thn everywhere wet wet -.-
so er, anyway. alot of buses & it was very cramped.
yeap, thn. went up the bus & uh, music& sleep :)
oh yes, when going to reach school.
mr cheong talked about some things.
as usual, attire and results.
plus the thousands of complaints we got from tchers.
& tchers not wanting to teach us and stuffs.
yeah, went back to school.
sat at the staircase area nearest to the foyer.
yeap, continued on the lecture?
ahaha. yah. he said some things about letters and stuffs too.
hah, took cab over to cwp after lecture :]
uh, went down to macs & had our lunch.
yeh, went back home arnd 3plus :D
heh, reached home thn bath.
after bathing, wensheng called me.
chatted for 1hour plus. thn he called somebody else.
thn after that, call me again. chatted for another 1hour plus.
he asked funny questions& i gave funny answer.
we two like planning drama? yep.
kay, as usual. its about love stuffs lah! lol-.-
hm, thn went to walk walk arnd my house?
ahhhaahha. yeh, drank soup.
thn, played comp.
chatted with bestestfriend :)
heh, very nice to chat with him luh.
we two very long never talk like that lers:D
so, er. still chatting now :]
& yayyy! my birthday coming soon. heh:]
birthday partyyyyyyy! yayssss:D
and ohoh, im not exicited. lol -.-
kay, i wld want a puzzle completed xD & loads of eeyore toys :D heheh.
* hints xD *
alright, im off.
misses & loves. just plenty plenty of them :)
to bestfriend, xiang, sheryl & others xD

Y i never seems to learn, do i?

2007-05-21T20:21:00.000+08:00

hello ailens:D:D
hm, sat totally rocks.
sunday dont rocks & today rock too! :]
friday i slept at 2am in the morning, thus waking up at 12plus on sat xD
sat wake up& thn watch tv.
thn, arnd 5plus. go my grandma house.
ahhhh! my baby cousin is fucking cute la!
i fall in love with him alrd la.
lol, out of my mind please :)
heh:D hm, so comes sunday.
saturday i slept at 4am, thus waking up at 12plus too.
watched tv whole day luh.
slept at arnd 11plus? :)
yep, woke up at arnd 6.15 tday.
dragged myself outta the room.
went to school& for the first time.
whole class nobody-.-
zzz, kay. went down for assembly.
thn normal stuffs.classes were slacked.
pratically not doing anything.
just wasting time away luh.
kay, went outta school.
headed over to cwp. { jim }
did some stuffs & met alicia, jesline outside pizza hut :)
heh, went in to eat.
lol, laughed like maddies too! :D
funfunfun'(:
alicia paid for everything; uh. arnd $45 luh.
hm, went over to get some other stuffs at minitoons.
thn, went to neoprint shop.
took neoprints.
so first & second time were all 5 of us { jimja }
yep, 3rd time was me & alicia onlyh.
so yeh, jesline& IM went home.
thn, me and alicia walked walked arnd before taking cab home xD
heh, reached home. bathed & comp-ed :D
hm, my results really suckszxszxszxsz.
kay, i failed 4 & pass 4. crappy shit!
okay, that's not the point.
btw, i did some lame shit thingy:]

***The Keys to Your Heart***
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality.
You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you.
You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment.
Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart? http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/
neoprints.

2007-05-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

hello.
hm, ytd & tday was great:D
ytd had school as usual.
but, we had 2hours of fucking slack class!
was slacking all the way till recess kay.
interesting things happened in our class.
fucking things happened too.
right, recess was like this.
as normal la :)
thn, went back to class.
get our stuffs & went down to canteen :D
went to the Newater visitor center.
kay, i was excited :X for gawd knows why.
ahahha:D laughed & joked on the bus with willy& bra! :]
thn, reeached there. we jumped arnd. ahha:D
went in, watched some stupid stuffs.
& we're behaving like small kids-.-
awls, fun is just wht we love:D
thn, there was this floor?
with the newater underneath. & yeh, there's light.
colourful light tho:D
ahha, pretty nice:D
on the way, eliza; mavis& ivy slept.
& the way eliza slept was super cuteee! :D
ahahha. thn i went to copy answers for the worksheet:]
thn, went back. & fooled arnd again.
reached wlds, and was raining /:
luckily, eliza's mum was fetching her.
then we { JIMY } took free ride :X
heh, reached cwp.
IM went to get some hamster stuffs.
thn me & Y went over to Macs.
got some fries and ate a lil.
headed home after tht[:
reached home, bathed.
& comp-ed. created audi account :D
and downloaded audi into comp.
cause only laptop have luh.
hm, went to sleep[:
tday wake up. didn't really feel like going to school.
but yeh, still went /:
had some lame stuffs in the hall.
what CPR stuffs. ahah.
halfway thru, we were told to go to prayer hub.
miss foo was there tho. yeh, got back our english paper & lit.
well, some things happened to the lit paper. yeh.
kinda lala. but nvm :D
hm, after that. went for recess.
& thn, went back to class.
cheong was late for 2omins? arnd there:D
thn, he showed us our marks for the SA1.
kinda -.- yeh, nvm.
3 cheers. there's parents meeting session on next thurs.
zzz, ah. whatever. pray hard[:
hm, after tht. had a lil' science.
& yep, class was dismissed.
well, IME had CCA. YA didnt came school.
how interesting/: kay, i met up with jesline.
& thn, went over to vista point.
queued for bubble tea for 2omins! >.<
thn, went up to Viva food court.
ate fries again. thn, jesline was meeting calvin luh.
so, i was still eating& waiting for jesline.
therefore, being a nice girl xD i asked cal to come up.
had a lil' discussion & finally he came up.
kay, sorry cal, but i've to say this.
he don't know where's viva food court! xP
hahhahha! i laughed until i almost die :X
kay, alicia came over & yeh. JA ps-ed me & cal.
thn, find them. thn, cal find alvin& sheryl.
so left me& JA. so, J go find cal. thn, me& A private world.
kay, we went to the Basic Point.
bought some stuffs:D thn, went to shop&save.
bought somemore stuffs. went over to some block downstairs.
sat down, & played. [ post pictures later ]
thn, jesline came over and find us.
played till arnd 5plus, i guess.
went back to viva without jesline.
yeh, alicia bought some food.
after eating, we did some disgusting stuffs to it :X
ahaha. jason came over at 6plus, almost 7.
thn, he eattt. after eating, went back home :]
so yep, reached home & bathed.
after tv, comp-ed awhile & thn tv :D
heyyyyyy, audi is lagging my comp! ><
don't like audi la. thn cannot play also. zzz
so yeh, re-dl againnnnn :]
end of random stuffs[:

emo me is here again/:
as time passes by, i realised tht i hate being the one without boyfriend.
when all my friends have. when all of them find their boyfriend.
i simply can't tag along right? maddies.
so yeh, i've got nothing to do.
& i simply don't wna go home kayszxszx.
it's like super extra & lightbulb.
okay, i don't deny that i know all of their boyfriend la.
but very weird la. where got friend tag along at a date want?
zzz, super funny right. kay! i shall not hate that kinda feeling.
cause, studying is gna be my first priority la! ><
cause my studying sucks. even my daddy say so):
so yeh, i don't likeeeeee/:
& yay! i wna try not liking anyone for one year.
lol :) cool huh. :D
heh, that shall be second priority. lol.
hm, boyfriend shall be the last thing on my mind kay :]
yepyep, its gna be so coolllll xD

alright. im offffff ailens:D
takecare everybody! don't fall sick :)
loveloves & misses.

Y i shall not reminisce about my past, cause i'm strong :D

2007-05-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

screw fuck.
alright, ytd was great.
but tday sucks /:
ytd went to wlds checkpoint with them.
obviously, before going over.
i met kian& guanyi.
went over to cwp. 5th floor.
their favourite place, arcade :)
met them. & uh, thy played maximum tune.
yeh, played till arnd 4plus?
yeap, went down to ljs.
met the rest cause some went down to eat.
& yep, thy totally buay paiseh!
fuck, i was super paiseh alrights.
thy were shouting& disturbing each other.
yesyes, thy disturb till very guofen. but it was entertaining enough.
sorry to say, im bad, but really, it was entertaining xD
ahaha :D
so er, went over to wlds centre.
& some interesting things happened.
yep, laughed my ass off luh! :D
went to the pool there.
kian tried to open but cannot!
ahahha! super funny.
thn thy played the arcade there.
after like 4omins?
yep, went down for macs.
thy eat, i didnt:D
thn, eat & disturbssssss came again.
yeh, fucking irritating!
hm, some came and joined us.
and as usual, all the disturbs.
ahaha:D the most irritating disturber was kian& cheewei.
master& disciple. lol.
hm, thn went up to book table.
went in arcade agains.
thn awhile later, go in pool.
saw mingxiang& guanyi play first.
thn cheewei& kian.
fuck, it was like two monkeys trying to learn like tht.
wleh, i laugh until stomach pain-.-
ahaha! you can't imagine how funny thy play lorh.
it's like tmd funny! kian hit the ball will jump wants!
& cheewei was like keep saying kian foul ball.
zzz super funny lahhhh!
alrights. thn went back arnd 9plus.
reached home, ate a lil. & yeh, sleeppp:)
tday, went to school as per normal.
thn, went through alot of papers!
ahhh, like almost all. except for lit& english.
ahha:] i kept seeing tchersssss!
dang, i think like 1o tchers came in whole day?
zzz, whtever. school ended at 2.45. -.-
thn, went down to canteen. decided where to go.
ended up, went over to mavis's house.
to play with her hamster& chat:D
thn, went over to ivy's house.
thy played with the hamsters. okay.
i swear tht the hamsters were super poor thing kay!
ahahah:D it's like it kept shivering. awls.
came home at arnd 6.3o. yeh.
fucking headache + my ear is fucking painful.
& the wlds primary kids were being irritating.
sucky day huh.
alright, some things happened too.
don't ask much& i shall not go into it [:
3ooooooooooo cheeeeeerrrs. im gna stay happy no matter wht, cause im strong:D

to be serious, i really hate tht kinda feeling.
i really really do. it doesn't really matter who made the first move.
as long as i know, it breaks both of our hearts.

sometimes, i wish tht a knife would just stab into my heart.
thousand of knives. just let me feel the fucking pain.
yeh, fucking pain. i love it.
kill me, yeh me. i hate myself.
imma fucker, asshole, bitch.
i should be send down to hell.
i fucking hate myself.
everybody, get away from me.
as far as possible. yessss, better if it is world apart.
yeh, i fucking hate myself. fuck fuck fuck.

Y the hell and my death is just seconds away;

2007-05-14T18:14:00.001+08:00

hi. home econs paper was screwed.
yeh, i didnt know how to do it.
& i was dead by 2omins.
obviously, i was writing rubbish on it.
there was this passage thingy.
ahah, yeh. i wrote crap.
& yeh, the essay question which worths 1o marks.
i wrote 2 lines-.- lame shit? yeh.
tday totally sucks/:
yah, i went over to bukit batok with ivy; mavis; alicia& jason.
tho, the ones that wanted to go over was ivy& mavis.
cause thy wanted to borrow money.
& yeh, i was bored. so i followed them.
thn, reached there. bought KFC for alan.
went up to yanqi's house.
& fuckers kept calling or msging.
so yeh, went up for less than 1omins?
went back to wlds-.-
reached wlds& headed over to 131.
thy bought hamster stuffs.
and me, alicia& jason was fucking bored-.-
lol, thy have been on this hamster thingy very long alrd.
kayszxszxszxszx. thn went to cwp again.
get some other hamsters things.
went home thn. didn't know if i should go out anot.
thought abt it very long& finally decided not to go out.
so yeh, home; im staying here-.-
i swear upon my life, im gna stay out till night tmr:D
cause MYE is finally over! & im free(:
heh:D seriously, im fucking bored now/:
right, im gna go watch tv or something.
cause my sister needs the comp badly, for her maple.
right, im gone. takecare lahhhhhhhhhhhhh everybody :)
lovessssss& plenty of misesssss :]

Ydeath is just seconds away;

2007-05-12T22:02:00.001+08:00

ytd was great& so was tday:D
after school, mavis& ivy went over to chongpang.
hamsters again :/
then; me, eliza& yanqi went over to vista.
for bubble tea, yanqi wanted.
then, saw alicia, jesline& the guys.
yep, slacked arnd there for like 1hour.
lol, went over alicia's house.
she changed& uh, kian the asshole called.
yep, went home to change.
after changing, went over to kian's house.
& yeh, after reaching there.
he said he was waiting for kelvin.
dang, walked to cwp with alicia.
reached cwp& kian called again.
alicia called jason& jason + reagen came over.
then waited for kian.
went up& down& up& down.
kay, finally saw all of them at outside arcade.
then me& alicia went walk walk ard :D
walked, then if very bored. go up to arcade.
hm, there was clan matches.
& they were playing FREE basketball games.
cause, er. shouldnt say anything:D
ahaha. then after that, the people came & all of them run.
stood outside the arcade for 1omins?
yep, then went in carpark& yeh, went down.
some lame things happened& they were called childish!
ahaha! :D kay, met up outside breadtalk area.
then saw grace and some other people.
kay, went over to UK FunFair.
alicia went back at arnd 8 luh.
didn't know want to go back anots.
ended up, i stayed with them.
they went on the 'Vortex' at the funfair.
the high high thingy.
yah, alfrey& brandon, guanyi& yilin went first.
then, yongzhang& haoren, leon& kian.
ahah, fucking funny tho.
kay, at that few minutes. marcus& me was the richest! lol.
cause almost all of them de possesions was with me& marcus.
hm, then haoren& grace went on again.
yep, haoren went on twice! he was the bravest that night-.-
kay, whatever.
then i was fucking tired.
& then, me, guanyi& jason went over to cwp.
jason left for home.
& me, guanyi went to 6th floor to sit.
went down after er, 15mins?
met up with them.
& er, some things happened-.-
all of them went to CCK, cause grace was at CCK.
yeh, left me, eden& eric + guanyi& some other people.
they went over to pool& i went home.
not sure what happened after that.
hm, tday was great at my grandma's house:D
went over grandma's house arnd 5plus.
reached there& all of them were there alrd.
watched my cousin play PSP.
oh man, super gross& violent.
shouldnt say much.
hm, ate after that:D
super nice! & as usual, alot of fooooddddddddddd.
hm, then watched tv.
& those adults talkeddddddddd.
then finally, cake came! :D:D
ice cream chocolate cake. loveloves.
too bad, i was fucking full alrd-.-
hm, the cake don't taste bad tho :]
then played some bingo game.
but named " wo shi di yi ming "
kayyszxszx. my cousin won the prize of $8.oo!
the game made me kinda zzz. lol.
lol, went home after that.
reached home& comp-ed! :D:D
then, kianhui called me arnd, 1o.45.
chatted awhile & he went to sleep.
cause' he is sick.
ohoh, now the sick virus is getting around.
so yeh, everyone takecare yeps? :D
dang, alot of things have happened.
and obviously, none of my business-.-
yet, it is including me.
zzz , kay, whatever.
hope nothing is gna happen alrd. pray hard.
hm, alright. im gna bath alrd. :P
kayzszxszx. byes. lovessss& plenty misses.
everybody must takecare:D:D

Yhow do I pretend that I'm alright infront of you.

2007-05-10T13:38:00.000+08:00

okay, this idiotic thing took 1o mins to load-.-
i would say whatever.
kayyy.
i was tgether with mavis& ivy, after yanqi& eliza went home.
so yeh, bought bubble tea.
and we sat at the chair infront of pasta mania.
we started talking about some stuffs.
AIDS, sex, humans.
ahah. super random(:
er. we were talking about some things lahs.
then suddenly to shorts. so yeh, talk talk about shorts.
i say i wear school skirt must wear shorts.
then mavis& ivy say they don't like.
ivy say the only time she wear shorts is on one pe day.
cause she got peroid .
yah, then change topic to peroid-.-
then talk about that awhile.
then change again. to sanitary pads.
ahahha! :] kay, nvm.
then we say to eric them. cause ivy suddenly take out phone and say eric mei you reply wo de msg.
yah, then we say eric they all. then talk talk talk.
ivy suddenly say what, she read the whole chapt 6& 7 of science text.
then she was saying, abortion & what sex thingy.
and then mavis& ivy talked about sex thingy.
lol, i was at there listening& laughing luh.
but also got add in abit things at times:D
hahah! then, talk talk talk.
laughed like idiots.
lol, and yeh. saw melvin& gangggg.
kay, gna go studying later with haoren& yilin :]
i found out something tday!
i really miss going out & playing arnd with weixiang, siong, vid, sheryl& gladys. plus the rest of them! ]:
im really gna take one whole day out to go out with them.
& play arnd(: fucking miss them.
kayyyysszxszxzszzsxszxsz.
i suddenly love typing like this lurhszxszxszx.
kay, outta point :]
alrights. byeeeees. lovesloves. takecare all:D
Ythats the last thing i'll promise tonight.

2007-05-09T19:19:00.000+08:00

3 big cheers for tayweixiang! :D

hm, fucking mood swings.
it sucks. really.
was happy at first with ivy.
talked about alot of stuffs(:
then she went home. met haoren& yilin.
talk about alot of things.
they told me their funny stuffs.
& uh, arnd 6plus; i guess.
yanqi told me some things.
oh fuck, angry-.-
went home after that.
then on the way home, some things.
oh well, nvm.
aiya. fuck life luhs.
then now, another thing gna happen SOON.
ah, fuck mans/:
hate life! D:<
arghs, i really dislike this ailen from some planet in the Solar System.
this ailen is getting on my nerves lahs!
this stupid ailen thinks that it's gawdamn preety/handsome.
oh fuck mans. it got no rights to do that okay.
and please luh, think you're big fuck uhs?
man, get a life lah!
okay, seriously. i should cool downn luhs.
why am i making myself so fucked up cause of an ailen.
damn, it's not worth it rightttt? :D
okay. im sick of life.
great, oh well. whatever.
this post is lame.
byeee. loves bestfriends& humans from pluto.

Yblackroses& whitewine./ death is just seconds away.x

2007-05-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

hello.
life still sucks.
except for the fact that bestfriend is back:D
other things are still okay.
just that i don't like it.
okay, im talking rubbish.
i seriously don't know what's up with me.
well, it's funny. it's weird.
i started playing neopets again.
i don't know why-.-
dang, im getting weird.
i've stayed at home for hours & hours.
just stoning or staring at some book or tv.
& i really don't like it! >.<
oh fuck, what's wrong with me.
okay, i've got 3 more papers.
home econs can fuck care.
english lit is a confirm fail.
& the rest should be okay though.
history paper tday was hell D:
june holidays:D:D
maybe going overseas. i wna do shopping badly):
but, go for a lil' while:D
heh, then stay in singapore.
hmm, i want class chalet too! >.<
please, i pray hard that there is okay!
and yeh, lots & lots & lots of outing!
to somewhere fun, not just movies.
& plainly arcade.
some girls' day out! :D:D
okay, im getting exicited.
hah, i cant wait for holidays! :]
oh yeh! i wna go ice skating again! >.<
and yeh, i wna learn how to play pool-.-
okay, this is getting random. bye humans.
i miss aliens. i love spaceships.
i hate assholes :]

Ythat's the last show for the night.

2007-05-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

Y I'll start my life all over again.
I don't know what's up with my life.
Like I'll do it. I'll start my life all over again.
I won't pretend anymore.
Yep, it's my life. I'm gna live it my way.
I'm not gna let anyone take over my life.
Damn, I can't wait for exams to be over! :D
14th may is my last paper.
Tsk, 15th may is holiday :)
3 cheers.
Alrights. I'm lazy to blog alrd.
Byeeee(: Misses.

Bestfriend: I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have said that kinda things. Really sorry. Bestfriends still? ): * I don't even know if you would read this *

2007-05-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

I realised how much I've been giving it all out.
To everyone, but never really once for myself.
Maybe that's me.
I never really try to learn how to do something for myself.
It's always for humans around me.
Maybe, I'll never change.
And someday, advantage taken.
I really hate myself, my character, my everything!
I ask myself why am I living for the humans around me.
And not for myself. Damn, I really do hate myself.
Hell, I'm not worth anything.
I make the world damn irritated.
I sucks to the core.
I never seems to please anyone.
Everything I do is wrong.
Fuck, I really wna die, just a knife would do.
I really hate myself.
Bestfriend gone ]:
Thanks to me, myself & I.
I wonder who's gna be the next one.
Great, all go away. Leave me alone.
What in the world am I living?
Fuck, I really really really x 123456789 hate myself ]:
Okay, I seriously ain't gaining some pathetic sympathy away.
Damn, I don't need them.

2007-05-02T19:08:00.001+08:00

Okay. I'm in a mood to type liiKeE tHiiShz nEhhzxz.
Seriously. I still can't get through their mind.
Man, grow up please. Get a life.
We { JIMY } don't like to 'diao' , stare or whatsoever alrights.
We ourselves don't like it too.
So yeh, please. Just don't anyhow shoot your mouth off.
Fine with me if you say it's your own mouth.
But hey, think before you talk.
Maybe; probably. You're jealous that we've guys ard us.
Seriously, we ain't proud that they're arnd us.
Maybe if you would try to flirt a little arnd them.
Or maybe wear a little less.
Damn, seriously. You girls have got no life.
I don't know what we did to make you all feel like we're some bloody bitches.
Maybe it's just like this.
You girls never seems to get enough of attention.
Maybe you need more? Well, get a life.
Find something better to do.
Grow up please.
Okay. Enough of this bloody shit.
Just dislike the way girls look at us as though we're some bitches.
Damn those huamns.

Alright. I love my boyfriend:D:D
Hm, bestfriendsssss are just loveeees!
Buddy too(:
Girlfriend = thriple loves(:
Xiang is still as lame as ever-.-
Alright. Gone-
Misses to David, Xiang, Siong(:

2007-05-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hello[:
I had the urge to blog about some things.
If someone wasn't preety; cute; or whatsoever.
She won't be, no matter how much she tries to be, right?
So yeh, why don't we get a life?
And don't say that.
"WhYiiE shE sho0O aCtT cUtEezx nEhszxZx?"
Damn, get a life man.
First I think that you're trying to gain some pathetic attention.
Second, you've got no life so yeh, get one.
Tsk, if someone is meant to be cute.
She is, so yeh. Don't be jealous and say that she act cute.
& yeh. I can't stand guys who act cute.
Fuck mans. They're darn pathetic.
And guys who tYpEeE LiiKeE ThiiSh NehHzxxzxz.
Damn, it's super disgusting and uh, whatever.
Okay, stop this stupid thing.
It's making me lose my control.
I miss boyfriend, I miss boyfriend, I miss boyfriend.
He waited at cwp for them so long luh.
Then they all still at Jurong Point now-.-
Okay, I'm going off now.
Bye, takecare all.
Loveeeees & misses :)
I love my boyfriend :D
I love my bestfriends + Buddy too :]

2007-04-28T01:23:00.000+08:00

YAnd to pretend was the last thing on my mind.

I'm kinda lazy to blog.

KianHui and guys came back from Mount K. safely.

I just can't seems to get things right.

Fuck, I don't like it.

I really don't like it /:

I wish I could just take a knife and stab myself to death.

Oh well, just fuck life.

Everything is going so wrongly.

Love, friends, studies, family.

Fuck. I don't like it /:

Get a life, Jianing.

Stop thinking about all these bloody shits.

Concentrate on studies.

I need a life /:

I'm fucking tired, but I just don't wna sleep yet.

Till I reply his msg.

I've been on this since 11.31.

And this is all I can get for this long.

Oh fuck. I'm gna let my blog die soon.

It's gna go on some hiatus, then dead.

Fuck life.

2007-04-25T19:42:00.001+08:00

bestfriend & stall's banner.

ferris wheel. tsk, i wna ride! :D

cable car(: loveloves.

vivo city from cable car's view.

star cruiseeeeeeeeeeeee:D

the fun we had'(:

poor leaf :X at school.

ziliannnn! :p

my beautiful artwork, tgether with eliza, jesline, alicia& willy(:

oac is loves [:

some random cute small guy ;D

alex ong's & eliza's shoes.

one of my class's banners.

old school ]: misses.

2007-04-22T17:02:00.000+08:00

Ytd was kinda tiring for me.
Went out whole day-.-
I woke up at 9.11am.
For god knows what reason.
Well, guess what?
2 days never see my boyfriend at all ]:
Ytd was first month, and i was out with parents-.-
Cool, i slept super early ytd.
Don't know why.
Damn tired, uh. I slept at 11pm.
* roll my eyes *
I miss my boyfriend ]: ]: ]:
Hm, im super bored now.
Friday was kinda okayh?
Yep, at last.
Those humans came over & talk to us.
Played with us :D
Should I say, they were in good mood?
Hah, Kianhui was damn bad!
He bullied me till i was like almost crying.
Nevermind. As long as it's the fun that matters.
Heh:D
Mid year are up next.
& im gna do better than CT1.
I hope though :]

Even when you're gone; memories are the only thing that stays with me.
& I do hope; that you're not gna take those memories away.
Baby, I really hope that those memories stays with me forever.
& maybe, just one day. History repeats.
If history is gna repeat, I'll make sure I won't do the same mistake.
I'll pray hard enough, just to make sure that I'll love you again.
Please, I pray hard. One day, history will repeat.
Even if it was for one hour.
I'll cherish it. For one hour; it will prove everything.
I know that I shouldn't hold back.
I know that I shouldn't think back, but baby.
It just keep coming back to me.
Maybe, one day. Time will prove that you are no longer meant for me.
I just keep wondering, do you still love me.
I find it rather hard to convince myself that you're no longer here.
I don't know why. You're the first & the last to make me feel this way.
Baby, just give me a reason to give it all up.
& I'll just give it up. Maybe if you said you love elseone.
I would probably, just give up.
I'll smile & wish you happy with her.
But hey, why are you giving me hope.
& how hard I've been trying to pretend that you no longer exist in my world.
Baby, did I make a mistake?
Cause' I think I did.
I pretend to smile at you. I pretend that I no longer bother.
But deep down, I'm crying when I see you.
I still care like how I used to.

Okay. Whatever.
Random feelings.
Bye.
I love my preetyh preetyh lover boy Y

2007-04-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Hello'
Im feeling super random :/
No mood totally.
Anything, everything.
Weird humans are out in the world.
Stupid people with no brains.
Inconsiderate humans.
Irresponsible humans.
Irritating humans.
Shoot them down with a gun& let them perish in hell.
I suddenly wish that the world was dead.
Just imagine i'm the one& only human on Earth.
Great, cool, nice.
Humans pretend to be nice. For?
Just to gain some pathetic sympathy.
I wish I was dead.
Simple enough. I want to die.
Humans with funny mindset.
I don't understand.
Strange enough, they're living.
For gawd knows what reason.
I wish you was dead.
I'll just have one less person to irritate me.
Damn, you're getting on my nerves.
I wish that i never existed.
So as not to feel the pain.
Why am i feeling this way?
Strange person i am.
Why do i --------------------------- humans?
Damn, why?
I was never like this before.
Maybe, just too much humans doing the same.
Oh, if I didnt.
Maybe, i won't feel this way.
Great, i shouldn't regret.
Hey, why am i regretting.
Nevermind, im off.
This is just some random blogging.
It's not about anyone or anything.
I just type whatever that comes to my mind.
I miss my boyfriend.
I miss my bestfriendsssssssssssssssssssss.
I miss my girlfriendsssssssssssssssssssss.
I miss my ex school matesssssssssssssssss.
I miss my preetyh preetyh boy lover ]:
I miss ____________ importantly.
Im off.

P.S : Tomorrow is an important day.

2007-04-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Girl, don't you think that you need to stop being an attention seeker.
Do you know that sometimes, I wonder why are you living.
You're nothing, but plainly disaster in my life.
I ask myself why, why am I giving in to all your nonsense.
And today, I finally know why.
That's because I love you. And I don't want you to be lead astray.
But I realised that you don't seems to bother.
It's not that I don't care.
But I don't have to show it 24/7.
Maybe it's just that way.
But girl, your pride is getting a lil' too much.
Too much till it's gna hurt someone.
Lower or get your pride away.
You don't need that much attention as what you think you need.

Lover Y
I don't know why.
I feel more pain everyday.
I wish I could lock myself up;
and never face the world.
Never pick up a call;
never had to have someone calling my name.
I wish that the knife would just slash down my throat.
And; never let me live again.
Just so that I wldn't feel the pain ever again.
Im sorry, but I keep doing it over and over again.
Just to know that I can feel the pain.
I really don't wish to, but who knows.
Probably; nobody really care.
I don't know.
I'm losing control of myself.
The feeling is taking over myself.
I can no longer feel the old & real me.
I'm just getting so outta control.
Lover, let me go; will you?

2007-04-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

Helllooo! :D
I shall blog about Science tday :X
Well, Science chapter about the Atoms & stuffs is really cool(:
Yeh, super interesting! :D:D
Hm, some facts about Atoms.
If you could hold some nucleus ( even some tiny dust of it ) on your finger,
it would weigh up to 25 elephants.
& one soccer ball ( nucleus ) in soccer field at my school,
the NEAREST electron would be at Cwp.
Atoms are extremely small.
To cover a full stop, about 10 to the power of 16 atoms would be needed.
And many more stuffs about Atoms[:
Like super cool luh.
Okay, some random blogging now ;D
Hm, school is great[:
I'm loving school more :D:D
Oh yeh, during Literature.
Ivy, Eliza& me went down to get books.
& then sadly, Marcus & guys were there.
That stupid Marcus come & disturb.
Then take the books outta the locker & lala stuffs.
Went back to class& tcher told us we got the wrong book.
Wanted to get the other book, but tcher said no.
Cos we went down for 1o mins-.-
Lol, lame tcher.
Okay, then had AP/FT.
Mr Cheong wasn't here. 3 cheers.
The class was totally, mad.
Yeh, especially Ivy.
She was totally wet by the time we end school.
Hah, kinda fun tday(:
Went over to cwp. Cabbed over to cwp.
Went up to Horizon& eat.
Talked about some stuffs.
Yeh, lala-ed arnd.
Went over to civic & find my parents.
Went home then.
Comp-ed, studied & tv. Yeh; life's boring.
Pictures later(: